I'M A BAD GUY⚠️ New

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If anything else would happen, one thing's for sure, I want out.

The tension is rising as the two eye to eye as if no one wants to lose in their made-up battle. I just wish I wasn't here. That earth will swallow me whole because the last thing I want right now is to be the cause of their fight. I saw Hobi tap Taehyungs shoulders calming him down , "Tae, stop. You don't wanna get on Jungkooks bad side." he whispered which doesn't do much help cause we can still hear it.

Hobi was right though, no one really likes being on Jungkooks bad side. Amongst the group, he's the strongest, and the fact that the latter never back down, they just don't wanna mess with him. He is still their little brother after all. A baby they always care about. But tonight, Taehyung was such a bad spirit as he hates seeing me being selfless and such.

He doesn't know why he keeps on helping me when he isn't even sure that I'm not capable of hurting Jungkook. He thinks something massive had happened. Taehyung always believes in his gut feelings. He could see me as someone he trusts and admires. Not romantically but like a little sister he wants to protect.

"Why would I hyung? Atleast we all know why he's acting as if he owns her when it's not." Taehyung contradict.

Jungkook scoffed, "Did I? Like the hell I care about that woman."

"So why ask?" damn, didn't know Taehyung could be this savage.

"Why? Is there something wrong to ask hyung?" he doesn't want to give up.

Taehyung chuckled sarcastically. "Oh, then if that's the case, I think you are giving me a blessing to date Chae up."

Shit, why did Taehyung even say that? I honestly don't know what he's up to but I couldn't interject them. I was too stunned to even budge in my seat. They were fighting with words and it involves me. Jungkook turned his knuckles into fists as he sends daggers at me as if I was the cause of this whole fight when all I did was listen. He pushes his spoon and fork feeling all tensed and worked up. "As if I care, whatever." he said before he was about to leave but then stopped, he looks in my direction and said, "Congrats, didn't know how conniving bitch you are for even seducing my hyung." and he walks away leaving me dumbfounded.

I wanted to cry. I could see them stare at me. It was like he just spills water right in my face. His words left me broken again. What did I even do again now? All I wanted was to end all of this and go home.

I felt Taehyungs hands pulling me up. I didn't even realize he was beside me already and the next thing I know, we were on the rooftop of that hotel. The restaurant they picked was inside the hotel. He silently stood beside me.

He pulled me near the railings where we could see the beauty of Seoul yet it didn't even help me from the pain that's been pricking in. "Cry," he said, still looking at the hundreds of buildings in front of us.

And that's when all tears fall. The tears that had been wanting to escape from my eyes are overflowing now. "I'm sorry if I pushed him, Chae. I... I just wanted to see if he still cares because I think he does." I was just silently listening.

"How?" I asked after some time, sniffling in between. "How did you know he cares?"

I heard him chuckle. "I've known him for 7 years, Chae. Been there with him ever since you left. I know I am not in the right to intervene with your issues but I felt like he needs this.

" Need? What do you mean? " I'm confused. What does he mean by that?

" You see, I've always been wondering who you are Chaeyoung. Why you've done such horrible things to our Kookie when he is nothing but a ray of sunshine in our gloomy worlds. Why after all he did to you, you just push him away just like that. I admit, I hated you. Well, we all are. But as I get to know you better, you may not tell me what's the reason behind it, but I feel like you deserve to explain yourself. " I was heavily crying. I never thought someone would accept me for who I am and believed in me despite not knowing my truth.

" How? How can I tell him everything? It's hard for me too you know. " If I could shout to the world what have I gone through all this time, I will. But knowing that Jungkook would hate me more scares me the most.

He already hated me enough. What if he'll hate me more after knowing that he has a son. What if I will ruin his life because of this? What if he'll still abandon Justin upon hearing he's the father? Or what if he wouldn't believe it at all?

There are so many what if's.

So many doubts.

I wanted to explain myself cause it's been years that it has always been just me. The only person I shared these pains with was Lisa. And I thank God I have her because if not, I might have gone insane already.

Taehyung taps my shoulder again with a comforting caress. I could never thank God enough for how thoughtful Taehyung is. How he didn't judge me at all. "It's alright Chae. Find the right time to reveal whatever that is. Just remember, I support you. That's what friends are for right?"

And even though I was crying, I gave him a nod and thank him.

"Thanks for the dinner. Thank you. Have a safe ride." I said after waving the group goodbye and so as Jisoo. The awkwardness was gone after we came back and pretended as if nothing happened Yet they all were silent which I think is much harder for me. I was the last one to get myself a cab when my phone rang. "Hello?"

"Fucc yoush! You're a bich fucks you!" I heard him shout. He is drunk. I could also hear very loud music sounds in the background.

"Jungkook, where are you?" damn, after what he just said my concern wasn't even that but where he is.

I'm so pathetic.

He was laughing over the phone. A desperate laugh, "Wer I am? Haha witch! You going to pick me up?"

I was nervous he might be outside. I wanted to call his hyungs but I was afraid they'll get angry again. They've been tight-lipped since I went back to the table and it was heart-wrenching. "Please, I'm going to get you. You need to go home." I couldn't see him but I could hear his whine and pout.

"I'm I am I'm the bar. Stills here at Ascott."

I didn't think twice, running back inside.