🍃🌹 He was a nerd, she was a bitch. She broke his heart. He promised to break her heart.
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Pacing back and forth in the sofa i couldn't help but sigh. I can't sleep. I hate that i had to sacrifice my sleep when it is too precious for me since I don't have lots of time to rest especially that I had to study hard everyday. The sofa was too small for me. Tsk! I'm 5'8 ft. and I'm taller than a regular person at this age. I can't stand this. While im here struggling, the princess is comfortably sleeping in my own bed. Sighing deep, since I was suppose to sleep in my parents room but I had a nightmare earlier i had to transfer in the living room, I hastily took my pillow and blanket and went to my room.
Rosie is pretty much settled as she's really sleeping with a smile on her face. I hate it here. 😒
I tap her shoulders, at first she's not responding but soon enough her eyes furrowed as she looks at me. "What do you want?" she snaps
WOW. She still had the guts to be angry when she's the one disturbing me and my peaceful life. " You go to my parents room coz i can't sleep there. I'm getting nightmares. I can't fit in the sofa. I need to sleep Rosie. Please."
She smirked." No way."
I'm really losing my cool. "This is my house and my room Rosie." i want to remind her where she stands. I may be weak but sleep is important and im not going to lose in this argument.
" Ugh fine. But im not going to sleep in your parents room. I'm afraid they'll visit me. Lol." She chuckle on her own sentence but it ain't funny to me. She tap the side of the bed and drag me to lay beside her. "Now you sleep here." i was about to protest but she already spoon me and went back to sleep.
" Rosie!, this is not what i meant. Let me go" I'm getting frustrated but she just embraced me tight.
Eyes close she whispered into my ears "Relax, i won't rape you. Hahahah.. I'm too beautiful to do that. Plus, you're lucky if i let you. Go to sleep dork, im tired. Go'nyt." she said and a few minutes later she was already snoring lightly. How can she even sleep when a man is beside her. I'm too uncomfortable and to awkward to even move. Heave a sigh, I focus on sleeping as i close my eyes tight but. I can't sleep when she's totally pressed into mine. I shove all negative thoughts and tried really hard to sleep. It took a while but because of exhaustion, i finally knock myself unconscious.
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It's been a week of struggles for me since I had to pay extra effort in studying coz my time is mostly consumed of reviewing, tutoring and baby sitting ( Yeah, the princess 😩. She doesn't even know how to fried an egg nor cook rice. ) The only thing I like the most is when we're at school coz she never paid attention on a nerd like me even though she literally sleeps and eats in my house. What can I say? 😑 Good thing the money her friend gave really helped a lot when in terms of expenses.
I was in the library eating my bento while scribbling on a big book which is for photography. I am indeed interested in photography but photography doesn't fit me. Though my dream isn't to be one, i still can help checking it out.
I was so engrossed with reading when I heard someone banging on the shelves.
"Not again." i murmured disappointedly as I recall what happened last time.
But the banging stopped and i heard someone crying. Still not sure if i heard it right, i turned around to check if someone is there but i can't see anyone. The cries where just low but i can still hear it, fixing my glasses and closing my book i went to check the shelves one by one.
As I was checking on the 3rd shelve, there I saw her, Rosie.
Why is she crying?? i thought as i saw her smashed phone in the distance. So this is what the banging came from. She smashed it. But why?
I really don't want to meddle in her business especially that she never spoke to me in school and it may probably ruin her reputation but I couldn't help but be worried.
I slowly approach her, she's facing back covering her face with her hands while she's slump on the floor. She looks really red. I knelt down and top her back. She was startled and look on the intruder of her break down but when she saw me she shove my hands off her. " Leave me alone." it wasn't loud but her voice was dark.
" I- i don't know what happened and you don't need to tell me but ...i- if you want to cry, then pour it out. I'm just here staying." i don't really know why i said it with my awkward stuttered voice but i meant it. I may be not meddling with anyone's business but when someone needs comfort, I'm willing to stay. Especially that i already know her. Well, not close but we still live in my house for a week now.
She didn't say anything but instead, she grasp on my shirt and cried her heart out.
"I'm.... im useless. I'm a piece of shit. I just wanna die." she said in between sobs. I couldn't believe coming from the popular princess in school, she also has moments like this.
I just rub her shoulders still tight lip. I don't know how to react on her outburst. Plus i don't want to say things when i don't exactly know what happened.
It took 30 minutes before she look back.
"Can..... can you bring me home." she pleads. We actually still have classes left but I can't leave her here. Sighing, i nodded and help her stand up. Still confuse about her problems I help her go in the back of the school where students go if they want to skip classes. I never once skip classes but I know this place since I use to walk on breaks whenever I feel bored in the library and trust me, I've caught a LOT of students skipping classes but i never told the teachers, not even once to avoid conflict.
As soon as we arrived at my house i help her lay down in bed. The whole travel journey from school to the house was embarrassing since she keeps on crying that even the cab driver were looking at us in a weird way.
I was about to go when she grab my hands."P-please stay."she said. I nodded surrendering any attempts to decline her and she drag me to sleep beside her. She cried some more as she leans on my chest. I never knew this girl could be so vulnerable. For the past weeks she's nothing but a pain in the gut.
We were just both in silence as she sob out until she falls asleep.
Looking at the ceiling, I wonder why she cried. What happened? There were too many questions in mind that are left unanswered coz i never had the guts to ask.
Why is she crying?
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