I'M A BAD GUY⚠️ New

🍇 9

After that incident, I can say that our relationship or whatever that is had grown so much. She stopped engaging with other people, stop flirting, she actually studied hard which everyone was surprised. The daily tutoring helped her so much and now, as I put my things on the locker I saw her running in the hallways with a big smile plastered on her face, "Kookieeeeeeeeeee!" her voice rings the whole place making others watch her in surprise.

Well, why won't they when Rosie, the queen bee is screaming my name (the dork), at the top of her lungs happily and before I could do anything I was already locked in her arms, I heard gasps and whispers everywhere while the latter just happily showed me her exam papers, "I got an 86! A big fat 86 Kookie! Oh my gosh! I pass!" she said on the verge of crying but no she won't. I know how she hides her struggles and such for the past month so instead, she pressed her head on my chest and jump happily saying her 'thank you's.'

"Is he that nerd Rosie hugged earlier?" 

"Ew!"

"Damn! He's lucky!" 

"Such an ugly fag!" 

"He seems pretty decent. And cute tho."

"Nah, he's a loser." 

I wanted to go away as I gripped on the food tray and was about to step out of the cafeteria and maybe find some silent place to eat but Rosie pulled my hands. I wasn't supposed to eat but Rosie begged me to join her and who am I to say refuse it.

She pushes me in the chair a little bit in the middle of the cafeteria and sat beside me. The whispers and gossips are still ringing in my ears. 

"The fuck does that moron sat beside Rosie!"

"Dork!" 

"Cunning nerd. Ew!" 

"Dorks doesn't deserve rights!" 

Pak!!!!!

I was startled when Rosie slammed the table and look at the people around us. Her face was red and she looks so pissed. To be honest, I also wonder why she approaches me when she never really talk now looks at me whenever we're at school. So even I am surprised about her sudden move. 

"If I ever hear anyone mocks and talk nasty shits about Jungkook, I'll fucking make your life miserable. Watch me!" She shouted looking at each and every one.

And with that, everything was silent. It's as if her words alarmed them. Actually, they should. They all know how powerful Rosie's family is. And the fact that even if they can afford it as a family, Rosie's family can easily request them to be kicked out of school. After all, they are the major stockholder of this school and many more. 

But it wasn't easy to eat when everyone was looking at you silently. I wanted to move as if nothing happens but my hands were shaking. Not because I am afraid of Rosie because I never was, but because I was clouded with so many judgments I felt pathetic. 

But I was stunned when Rosie hold my trembling hands and gave me a warm smile,

" It's okay Kook. "

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I was already in bed and was about to sleep when I felt a jump in the bed as Rosie happily laid beside me. I pretended as if I'm sleeping though I can clearly hear her. My heart pounds from the contact but I tried to calm myself down.  I felt her arms rest in my waist, hugging me like it's the simplest and normal thing to do. We've been too comfortable with cuddling that I'm not even bothered about it.

"Thanks, Kook." I heard her whisper pressing her face on my chest.

I wanted to answer her back, that I'm happy to be her friend and that I'm happy she's trying to be the better version of her but I stopped myself from doing so as she added, "It's always been me alone Kook. Always been just me. " she started, I felt the pain in her voice. A low sniffle can be heard as she presses even more into me. "I've been a bitch but I don't regret it. Was it bad to find someone to cling on? Is it bad to find comfort in anyone that I never ever get to experience?  I just wanted someone to be there. But they just all left me. Nor they were all insincere. " her voice cracks as she silently tells me what she's been feeling all along. "My p-parents.." I wanted to tell her she doesn't need to. She doesn't need to tell me that part of her if it's just going to further but she continued. And I let her. "They've been always away." I could hear her laugh bitterly. 

"It's as if I never have one. All my life I've been just taken cared of by countless maids. They showered me with everything that I wanted but they were never there. Not even Christmas, New year. haha... Even my Birthdays. I don't even remember spending my Birthdays with them.  It's always been just me. " she fell silent and I thought she already slept but nope, she was just looking at my face with a smile plastered in it. "Until you." 

I couldn't help it anymore so I opened my eyes just to meet hers. 

I gaze at her quietly showing her how happy I am that I was there for her. I held my hands and gently wipe her tears. She closes her eyes as she leans on my hand with a smile still on her face. 

"I'm glad I met you, Kook. "

"Me too." she looks at me again. 

It was long.

As if time stopped.

I don't even know why but the next thing I know, I leaned forward and press a kiss on her lips.