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I feel terrible

So as I have addressed earlier on Steve Cash died and I am very sad. I recently was reminded of a comment on YouTube on one of his videos about his death. It made me realize that with that comment I made a joke about his death. I feel terrible and I want everyone to know that I honestly had no idea that I was making a joke at the time. I did not mean to and I was not trying to be funny I was just putting out what was on my mind. I realize that that was a terrible mistake and need to start thinking before I act. Again I feel terrible and hate myself for it