I LOVE IT WHEN WE PLAY 1950 (L.S)

Harry and Harry

LOUIS POV.

We were all sitting in the meeting room. Jeff wasn't here with us just yet; he was waiting for Harry Lambert to show up and have a small talk with him first before sitting us all in a meeting together. Phones weren't allowed in the meeting room, not because Jeff was worried, we would record something confidential but because crazed fans or hackers liked to hack our phones and listen in on what's going on, seeing if they can find any interesting scoop to sell to the media for a fuck load of money.

Its never happened to us personally but apparently it happened to a man that used to work with Simon, a hacker found him having a conversation with an employee a couple years ago stating that if Simon were gay (theoretically) they would cover it up, like make him get him like a beard or something. It wouldn't have been a big deal, but because there was speculation of Simon closeting Harry and I (which to be fair he was), the company took extra precaution to make sure nothing like that happened again.

I wasn't bored though, all of us sat in silence. Slightly uncomfortable, its expected though. None of our meetings with management were exactly pleasant back in the day, we were either shouted at, pushed to the extremes, or denied something vital for our health. Like Niall's knee operation being pushed back, or Zayn only getting one or two hours sleep a night, Liam wasn't allowed to get help for his drinking problems incase the press found out. I on the other hand got out of mine, Simon wanted to force me to go to secret conversion therapy. Even though Harry and I were both bisexual, I was much more flamboyant, even though I wasn't a bottom.

I was a little more obvious than Harry, so Simon tried to send me to get 'fixed'. To say I caused chaos was an understatement.

In the end because of the management team being so scared for getting found out about the forcing therapy, Simon moved the band to Columbia records in 2012, even though Syco and Modest still owned us, if the scandal was released, it would fall on Columbia not Modest. Which was a sly move on their end. As a result of that I never told a soul who wasn't a band member or team, Josh and Sandy knew, but that was because they were basically brothers.

I wasn't bored sitting in this office room either. I'll tell you now its nothing like the view from a New York skyscraper, but we were in central London. In an office building which towered over most. The view wasn't exactly unpleasant.

As much as I am a boyo. I do appreciate a good view, and the sky, night, or day I'm captivated by it. It puts me at ease, because at the end of the day, it doesn't matter how crazy or big my life gets, it doesn't matter how many millions I make, or how many fans and relationships I've kept, because at the end of the day, I'm still a spec on this planet, an atom in the universe, nonexistent and unimportant to anyone and everyone who isn't on earth. It makes my life feel easier, puts my mind at ease. I must live life to the fullest too, because I'm only in this world for such a small blip of time, I don't want to sit on my death bed and regret not doing anything. I don't want to feel like a wasted a second of time here.

I think that's why I let Harry in so easily and forgave him. I didn't want to sit around holding in my feelings wasting time which could be spent making memories together. Others would definitely call me an idiot for taking him back, in all fairness there are moments where I think I'm an absolute idiot for taking him back, but I can't ignore how I feel.

Suddenly I'm snapped out of my deep thoughts with the door creaking, the boys and I stand, knowing Jeff and Harry Lambert are here. They walk, laughing at something as they do so.

''Boys sit'' Jeff waved his hands as he makes his way over to the empty seat at the table, Lambert sitting next to him.

''For those who haven't met Harry here, he's going to be your new stylist, call him Lambert, makes it easier to understand which Harry you are speaking too. I'll let him make his own introduction, Lambert if you don't mind'' Jeff ushers for Lambert to take over and he does.