12 april 2011

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age 15

charlie had become very protective, and whenever i did something wrong his voice would get louder.

i also began to get a lot more depressed and cut more. i also regularly think about taking a bunch of pills to kill myself, but i think harry might be catching on but im really trying to cover everything up. harry had done a lot more with the band, and i was happy for him, but we were drifting a bit.

i feel really alone, the only think keeping me going so long is thinking that harry would be devastated, but that feeling is fading every day because we're not as close anymore

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