age 15
i caught up with charlie again today, i hadnt seen him in awhile, we went to the park. and he slapped me for not staying in contact for nearly a week. i felt like i deserved it, it was my fault.
we walked through the park and he told me how i needed to be perfect, i needed to be thinner, and prettier, for everyone to like me. i agree, i do. he also told me that when i turn 16, i cant be a virgin anymore, its not cool. i dont really want to have sex with charlie, but he insisted it would be fine, and since i love him, i should trust him. i dont know if i love hi, love him. but i do strongly like him.
its been hard at home following the rules, sometimes ill quickly run into to piss and ill lock the door, and ill hear "unlock the door madds" which i have to do. then as i walk out, after spending less than 30 seconds in there, have to get checked for cutting. its annoying and i hate it. but harry just says hes doing it cause he loves me.
but it doesnt feel that way
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Fanfictionthe story of a girl whose brother, partner, friends and herself are all famous, and the way she manages one of the hardest roads to go along -harry styles sister -tom holland X reader its pretty basic and shitty at the start, but gets more detailed...
