june 18 2012

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age 16

i had finished filming, charlie had left yesterday. he nearly raped me 3 days ago, but he didnt. i dont know why, but he just left all of a sudden.

i was on my way back home, i needed to see harry, but i was terrified to tell him. he was my big brother. the guy i looked up to. how do i tell him i lost my virginity to a rape, of someone who he didnt trust from day 1.

i dont know

i also had 8 days before i had to go to the trials for the 2012 olympics. i was nearly ready. physically i was there,  mentally i wasnt before the incident. but now im definitely not. i dont know how ill pull this together. but i hope i do.

i have to.

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