29 may 2012

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age 16

i woke up on the floor. where he left me. i was still naked. 

i remember something he said to me

"if you tell anyone, you might not make it out alive"

i got up in pain, to find. he was gone. i quickly got changed and locked my door. i struggled to get to my room, and i used most of my energy to grab my phone. i fell on the floor, in tears. and i called the one person who wouldnt tell anyone.


louis


*on call*

l- hey madds whats up? harrys not here at the moment

 - i-i-i need to te-tell y-you some-something

l- madds, are you ok?

 - are-are y-you alone?

l - no, liam and niall are here. why whats wrong?

 - p-please j-just g-get a-a-alone quickly

i hear the door open then shut

l - ok, im ouside alone now, whats wrong maddie

- i-i

l - take your time madd

- you cant t-tell any-one, no-not even h-harry

l - tell me whats wrong

- i-i g-g-ot raped.

i broke down and couldnt breathe, i can hear louis asking me something on the line, but i couldnt hear until i heard him say something, he used to say when i was in the hospital.

l - your gonna be fine. you know why? because i dont know if i could live with myself if you werent. everything will be okay in the end. if its not, its not the end.

- dont t-tell harry. p-please

l - how can i not madd

- he-he said he mi-might kill me if i t-tell anyone

l - ok. your gonna be ok. where is he? what time is it?

- hes not h-here. its 3:48am here, i-i wont be able to sleep

l - ok, dont go outside. ask robert to come to meet you before you leave, just tell him you werent feeling the best, and didnt want to do anything dumb. watch tv or something, distract yourself. youll be fine.

- ok, doesnt sound too hard

l - do you wan to talk to liam? or niall?

- i cant. if i do, he'll-he'll find out

l - ok, ok, stay calm. just do the things i told you, keep your phone nearby, and call if you need anything, i dont care what it is

- thanks lou. this is terrifying

l - i know it is, just. just keep calm, and everything will play out the way its supposed too.

- just please dont tell harry, i-i cant deal with having you, or me to tell him when i cant be there

l - ok, i wont tell him. just focus on the day of filming ahead.

- ill try


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