The Untouched Beauty

Chapter 19

Lisa PoV.

I heard some weird sounds from bathroom.

"Hey! Jennie, are you okay?!" I yelled on her.

"N-no.."

I quickly opened the door and closed them behind me, than I saw Jennie kneeling besides the toilet.

"Oh my god,.. honey, whats wrong?"

I sat next to her and gently rubbed her back.

She shook her head and throw up in the toilet, I helped her with the hair to pull them from her face.

After that she went back to shower and I joined her.

From that day, Jennie was more moody and her taste started to change.

It was already two months and I hate to say it, but she is over eating herself, she also gained weight so her stomach is not flat.

I was worried, because, she often throw up in the morning, so I called our manager and asked her to sat appointment with Jennies doctor as soon as possible.

I have never ever expected to hear what I heard.

Jennie PoV.

I was weird. Like, realy weird, my taste was weird and I could train like crazy, but I couldn't get back on my weight.

Lisa and I went today to my doctor, because of my often throwing up in the morning and all.

"Hello Miss Kim"

"Hello"

I smiled on her and sat down in front of her desk, Lisa was sitting next to me.

"So, I heard, that you have gained lot of weigh and can't lose it, also that you throw up often"

"Yeah, my moods and tastes are going crazy also."

"I see" she wrote something in her computer and stood up.

"Can I ask you if you could take off your shirt and lay here?"

I nodded and done as she said.

She was pressing with her two fingers on my stomach, the she went for, ultrasound scanner?

"Um, I'm sorry, but I'm sure that I can't be pregnant, you see, I have, umm sex with someone as s-same sex as me"

" I figured out, I'm happy for you and Lisa" She smiled and smeared some gell over me.

Lisa came to me, still shocked and holded my hand.

"Try to relax"

"Okay"

She started to move with the, scanner and I looked to the televison.

My heart stopped.

"Even though you are doing save sex, I have to disagree about 'I can't be pregmant' beacause you are in second month of pregnance"

she said and I felt Lisa to grope my hand even tigher.

"W-what?! How?"

"Well, I should ask you on that"

The doctor said and looked at me.

My eyes started to tear up.

"Lisa,..it's his, I'm sure" I looked her in eyes"

"Shhh, You didn't even know Jennie, he raped you"

She kissed my hand and brushed off mine tears.

"I'm so sorry about that" the doctor said.

"You can now take on your shirt back, here the tissues so you can wipe the gel off"

She handed me few tissues and left to sit behind her table again.

"I know that it's a shock, but I have to ask, will you have the baby, or do you want to take it off"

Lisa PoV.

I was so lost. I can't even imagine how Jennie feels right now. I looked at her and holded her hand softly.

"Jennie?"

"C-can I thing about it?"

She almost whispered.

"Sure thing Miss Kim"

We went back to our dorm and Jennie went right to our room, not greeting anybody.

"So..what happened?" Jisoo asked me from couch with Chae.

"Umm, I thing that Jennie is the one who should tell you" I said and went to Jennie.

"Jennie, my love"

She was sitting on bed and crying.

"L-Lisa..I'm confused."

"It's okay" I sat next to her and wrapped my hand around her shoulder.

"No, it's not..Lisa I'm having another human in me and I have to decide if I will let him alive or kill him"

She whispered and the tears started to roll down her cheeks.

"Jennie.." I kissed her cheeks and hugged her.

"I know that I can't have a baby, but it also feels like killing someone"

"Jennie? Look at me" I holded her face as she faced me.

"Jennie, one day we will have our family, our own child, but we can't have it now, look at it from other view, if we will have a child now, we wouldn't be able to take care about it, not because of the money, but we will be busy and I don't want the child feel lonely"

She nodded and wipped her tears off.

"You are right, we can't do that to him"

She managed to give me small smile and I kissed her.

"I love you mandu"

"I love you too Limario"

"You should go and tell the girls, I bet they are daying to know"

I smirked and stood up, I helped her stood up to and we went together to living room.

"Jendeuk we are worried about you"

Jisoo said as we sat next to them.

"I know chu, I'm sorry and I will explain it now."

Rosé PoV.

I started cry as soon as she finished.

"Oh god, I'm so sorry Jennie" I hugged her tigh.

"So what are you going to do?"

"We decided, that it will be for the best to not have it now."

"You are right" Jisoo smiled on them and holded Jennies hand.

"We will support you in anything"

"Thank you" Jennie hugged Jisoo again.

"I will go call the doctor about our decision"

Lisa stood up and kissed Jennie on cheek, they are so sweet.

I hugged Jisoo from behind and layed my head on her back.

"I'm going to take a shower." I heard Jennie say.

"She is so strong" I muttered.

"She is"