Listening To My Heart - Poetry/Lyrics

Poem 58 {Two Faced Stranger}

You just sit there and take,

And steal and ask for every little piece of credit.

You turned my world upside down.

I sleep restless, and I walk on my toes.

I don't feel safe and I don't feel loved.

I feel isolated, numb and heavy.

Everything I did for you,

You just turn around and spit in my face,

You bought me to my knees and you stabbed me in the back.

I put blood sweat and tears into you and you turn around and smirk.

All that effort and again I'm bought down.

Why doesn't anything ever help them?

Why don't they ever stay?

They keep piercing me.

How can you still ask for help?

How can you still ask for friendship?

And how can you take credit?

After all my labour and all of a sudden it's your work.

Ha.

It's growing old and you don't fool me no more.

Though I don't know who will and wont.

Who can I trust?

Who will use me and bring me down?

I feel isolated and naked,

No one is holding onto me cause they like me,

Cause they want me and my smile.

I'm just someone to use.

So you keep using.

Though I stand alone in this barren world and question what to do next?

I stand at a still and wonder;

Where to go, who to see and what to do.

My life is cluttered and confusing.

All thoughts collide as I try and form a steady thought.

I don't know who will stand by me,

And who will again bring me down.

I don't think I can get down any further,

I'm trampled and wasted.

Cause you've bought me down.

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