all the things i never said

when someone leaves

And then, when someone leaves, the shattering of the heart is so loud that it can't be heard. There's a huge hole in your heart where that person used to be and you think that it is impossible to fill that void. You try to distract yourself all day, but at night, when you're alone, you don't know how to feel, so tears start spilling while you're laying down on your bed listening to songs that might help ease the pain. Sometimes it hurts so much, that it just becomes numb and you feel nothing. But then, slowly all emotions come together again and spread negativity around you. Healing takes time, people say. Getting closure is a myth, people say. But what if the world is already falling apart and you don't have time to heal? What if, that one last conversation can give you all your answers, can help you sleep at night peacefully? Would you do that, even if you might regret it forever? Would you stay, after knowing that the answers were exactly what you wanted, even if it caused you unbearable pain?