Don't want to go on without you

The full moon

Sasha and Bayley both woke up around 5:30 pm. Sasha knew her mom would be here around 6 to pick them up. "How much I want to be with you right now, my mom going to be her at 6 and we will need to leave when she gets here." Sasha tells Bayley who was kissing her neck. Sasha was getting caught up in the moment with Bayley and could feel Bayley hand move down her body. "Are you sure we don't have time for a little fun." Bayley whispers in Sasha ear. Sasha just smiled at Bayley and said, " I'm sure we need to be ready to go. I'm sorry my love but we will have to wait for later." Sasha said.

Bayley knew Sasha was right but truth be told Bayley just wanted to hold Sasha and block her from the pain that was coming. They both got up and ready to go. Bayley had packed a backpack for them and was waiting for Trish to show up. "Your mom said she will call you tomorrow to see how things went." Sasha said. "You talked to my mom? Is everything ok with her?" Bayley asked. Sasha went over to Bayley and kissed her on the lips. "Your mom is fine! I wanted to make sure you were ok. You slept all day and I thought I might have taken to much blood from you like I told you." Sasha said.

"I'm sorry I forgot to tell you I sleep for most of the day so that I can be awake for the whole night. I'm sorry about that, I'm use to my mom knowing how I am on the day of the full moon." Bayley said as she put her head down. Sasha didn't like Bayley blaming herself for the things she was so use to doing. "It's ok my love, I understand and now I know what to expect next month." Sasha said as she kissed Bayley on the lips.

Bayley grabbed Sasha tossed her on the bed. "Babe you know we don't have time for this right now." Sasha said as she let out a moan. "I could be quick about it before your mom shows up." Bayley said with a devilish smile. "You know I don't want it to be quick and I don't want the others knowing we had sex before the exam. I promise we can be together after we get through this." Sasha said.

Bayley didn't say anything and removed herself from Sasha. Sasha didn't like the feeling of Bayley removing herself and the attitude Bayley was having. Sasha knew Bayley never denied her what she wants. "Bayley, you know I want you more than anything in the world but I'm just nervous of what's to come. You can understand that right?" Sasha asked. Sasha could sense the beast inside Bayley was not satisfied and wanted to claim what was hers. Sasha felt her beast wanting to please Bayley and be with her.

Sasha noticed she was more aware of her and Bayley needs. "Are you going to say anything to me?" Sasha asked with a higher voice. "What do you want me to say? You don't want me to touch you or pleasure you. I just have a need to be close to you and I'm just as nervous as you are. If anything goes wrong it my fault because I mated with you." Bayley said. Sasha could see and feel the pain Bayley was feeling. Her beast wanted her mate more than ever. "I'll take this down stairs and I think I'll give my mom a call." Bayley said.

Sasha watched as Bayley walked out of the bedroom and felt the beast inside her howl in pain. Sasha didn't like this feeling of Bayley not being close to her and the pain she could feel they both had. Sasha walked down stairs and noticed Bayley seating outside on the phone. Sasha sat down next to the sliding glass door trying to be as close to Bayley as she could. The need to be next to her was growing and the tiger inside of her wanted to be next her mate.

"Hello dear, I glad you called but you could have waited until the morning to call me." Linda said. "I know Sasha said you said to call in the morning but I just need to talk." Bayley said. "Well to me it looks like you got denied something and your having a hard time dealing with it." Linda pointed out. "How do you know that? I haven't said anything yet." Bayley said. "Because you have the same disappointed look your father had when I denied him sex before my first full moon. Even though I wanted him, I still denied him. You are so much like him it just bring joy to my life. That he lives on inside of you." Linda said.

"Mom I know I shouldn't feel this way but it hurts and she never denied me before. Is this always going to be the case moving forward?" Bayley asked. "No dear, your father felt the same way. If Sasha is like me, her tiger wants you as well but you have to remember she has 4 others to think about beside you right now. I know it's hard to hear but my thoughts went to you and making sure you would be ok and your father needs where put aside until I went through the change. He wasn't happy but stood by me but don't think he didn't try." Linda said with a laugh.

Sasha could sense Bayley was even feeling worse before she got on the call. Sasha could feel tears rolling down her face and didn't know how to fix this with her. Sasha knew her mom on her way and she didn't want her walking in on them. Sasha was trying to keep her emotions in tact because she knew Bayley could sense them. Bayley could sense Sasha was getting up set and she needed to go to her. "Mom, I will call you in the morning to let you know how things went. I need to attend to Sasha and keep her stress levels down." Bayley said. "Dear one more thing, I told Charlotte and Becky to stay away from where you will be located at. Sasha emotion will be a high level and seeing Charlotte or anyone she feels will take you away from her can be bad." Linda said.

"Mom what do you mean?" Bayley asked. "Sasha could attack anyone she feel is going to take you away from her. I did the same-thing when poachers try to kill your father and the tribe the night I shifted. I did what I had to do to protect your father and the tribe." Linda said. "Mom, was dad hurt that night?" Bayley asked. "No he had picked up the men sense and was making sure they didn't get close. But I had picked up the sense as well and I knew I had to protect you and him. Your father wasn't mad we hunted together to finish them off to protect the other tribes in the area. Just keep an eye on her and you will sense when she is safe to be near. So, hold off running any test on her." Linda said.

"Thanks mom, I will call you in the morning and thank Charlotte and Becky for watching you." Bayley said and hung up the phone. Bayley turned around and seen Sasha sitting against the sliding glass door with her back to her. "Babe why are you seating down there for?" Bayley asked as she pickup Sasha and carried her to the couch. "Need to be close to you but didn't want to interrupt your call with your mom." Sasha said. "Stay right here, I need to get a wet cloth to wipe your face." Bayley said. Sasha watched as Bayley walked off to go get a wet cloth. More tears ran down her face before Bayley returned. Sasha felt Bayley wipe her face with the cloth before saying anything to her. "Going to tell me why you are crying and you know if your mom see you this way she going to be pissed off." Bayley said.

"I hurt you and I heard what your mom said on the phone." Sasha said. "It's ok don't worry about it right now. All that matters is you and the babies. Your needs are more important than mine at the moment. Make sure you drink this all before we leave please even if the kids protest." Bayley told Sasha. Sasha knew Bayley was avoiding the subject and hiding her pain. Sasha put down the bottle and walk into the kitchen. Sasha wanted Bayley to talk to her and hold her. Sasha went and wrapped her arms around Bayley waist, "Please stay with me don't leave me alone. What can I do to make it up to you." Sasha asked. "There nothing you can do. I need to make sure you make it through this ok. I'm going to tell Roman to hold off running the sonogram for about two hours after you shift. So, that you can adjust to the change." Bayley said.

"Come on, please finish your bottle. Your mom is walking up with Liv." Bayley said. Sasha didn't know what came over her but she let out a low growl. "Keep calm, you have nothing to worry about with Liv." Bayley said. Sasha could feel the jealousy building up in her body. Sasha knew Linda was right she wanted attack anyone that close to her or Bayley.