Something just happened...
I'm shocked and scared...
I weighed myself, I WEIGHED 57?!!!
What happened???
I'm supposed to be at least 55 now.
How is this possible? ;
Wednesday - fast
Thursday - fast
Friday - under 2000
Saturday - fast
Sunday - fast
Monday - binge over 2000
Tuesday - under 200.
How did I gain 20 kilos? It's not possible. What? I better lose it before tomorrow. I will freak out if the scale is still so high tomorrow.
I did drink 2 liters of water yesterday and I don't know if I already lost that or not. What the hell happened? I really hope it's not my actual weight, it can't be right?
I weighed myself again and it's now 56...
My brother made dinner today, it was soo delicious ugh, it was hoki mi. I ate so much of it. I loved it but it was so stupid, I had like three plates or so. I hope it wasn't more than 500 cals....
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Diary of an anorexic
Non-FictionI use this as my diary. I write down all my thoughts and I hope it'll help me.
