Dream (Johnnie Guilbert)

Chapter 10

(this chapter continues from the last chapter)

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Chapter 10: Bracelets

*Willaw's POV*

"let me talk to you Hazel" Johnnie stops me

"I already said no! Just go hang out with fucking Alex!, she seems to be all over you!" I yell

"no, I don't like her at all. She means nothing to me at all, I promise you" he tells me. "just calm down"

"don't tell me what to do Johnnie" I pout

He chuckles and brings me into a hug "your so cute when your pouting" he try's to comfort me and it's working

"I really don't like Alex" I say. He pulls back just a bit to wipe my tears away

"I don't like her either" he says "about what Alex said-"

"don't talk about it" I cut him off

"we'll I don't want you to feel bad later if you think about it" he says

I sigh "there's nothing to talk about"

"sit down with me" he says, we sit on the floor against the wall again "she said your ugly, your not, your beautiful, don't think your fat cause your body is perfectly fine, the scars on your wrist don't mean anything anymore, even if there on other places on your body, it doesn't matter cause whoever falls for you won't care about that cause when you did them, they were in the past. She's the bitch you aren't"

"thank you Johnnie but I still feel bad when she said no one would wanna have.. Sex. With me" I say hesitantly. I'm hesitant about saying that word 'sex'

*Johnnie's POV*

"..we'll I know who would wanna have sex with you" Me

I just said that so she would feel better, yes I would wanna have sex with her but even if we do get together, I wouldn't wanna do the deed for a while, I'm sure she feels the same way

"really? who?" she ask

".. It's a secret" I say

"oh.."

"to be honest and I'm sure this needs to be said..-" I cut myself off

"what is it?" she ask

"everyone is beautiful. It doesn't matter how much you weigh, what your height is, what color your eyes and hair are. None of that matters. It doesn't matter if you have faded scars, new ones, no scars at all... You. Are. Beautiful. You are the most beautifulest person in the world. You are so beautiful, you don't even know it. You're to busy picking out the negatives, you forgot to step back and look at all the positives. You are fucking Gorgeous" (-@jordan_renae17)

"your seriously the best" she hugs me tight

"I know" I joke and hug her back. She puts her head in the crook of my neck "I wanted to give you something but you left a little early" I hand her a little bracelet

"always" she reads the little beads. "is this one of those little bestfriend bracelets?" she ask

"yeah" I say.

"I really like it" she smiles. I put the bracelet on her. Her bracelet is white with black beads that says Always. mine is black with white beads that says Forever (Picture on the side!)

"I'm like in love with you Johnnie, your to nice to me" she says

"awe Haz" I smile "but what do you mean that I'm 'to nice to you'?" I ask