Dream (Johnnie Guilbert)

Chapter 29

(please read the ending A/N and WARNING! This chapter contains sexual details)

Chapter 29: First Time

*Hazel Willaw's POV*

I finally get home. Alyssa sits on the couch as I go to mine and Johnnie's room to go to the washroom to wash the blood off my face.
I open the bedroom door

"Hazel" Johnnie gets up and hugs me "why is your nose bleeding?" he ask

"someone at the mall punched me" I say as I make my way to the washroom, he follows me.

"did you see Alex?" he ask

"no, she got sick" I say as I start to wash my face

*Johnnie's POV*

Alex is such a lie.
Once Hazel drys her face and walks past me to our room I tell her "I wanna break up"

She turns to me "what?" she ask

"I-I wanna break up with you" I say again

"why?" she sounds hurt

"I just need to" I say

"no please Johnnie. I don't wanna loose you" she starts to cry

"I'm sorry" I apologise.
She pulls me into a hug and cries into my chest "Hazel" I hug her back

"what did I do wrong?" she looks at me with tear glossed eyes

"n-nothing, you did nothing. It's me, not you" I say

She shakes her head and pulls away. "is it because I'm annoying?" she ask

"no! I told you it was me not you" I say

"then if it was you, 'I' would be breaking up with 'You' so clearly it's me" she says

Well she got me there "... Alex-"

"your leaving me for her!" she yells

"no! Well... Kinda" maybe I should've worded that differently
I feel really bad.

"Johnnie please" she begs "don't leave" she adds

"I have to" I say

"why do you have to?" she ask

I'm gonna tell her "Alex told me to break up with you and if I didn't, she said she would get someone to hurt you. I don't want anyone to hurt you" I explain to her

"we'll your hurting me more then anyone could in anyway" she says.

I pull her into another hug. "I love you" I kiss her forehead

"I love you" she tells me back.

"you do?" I ask

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"yes I do" she says. She looks up at me and I kiss her.

She pulls my shirt off "can I pull yours off?" I ask. She nods. I pull off her T-Shirt and kiss her deeply once again.

She gently pushes me onto the bed and gets on top of me

*Hazel Willaw's POV*

Johnnie kisses my neck as my fingers play with his hair. He switches us so I'm on the bottom and he is on the top of me.

I move his lips from my neck so he can look me in the eyes. I have something I need to tell him.
"I want you to be my first one and I want your first one to be me"

"your ready?" he ask

"yeah" I nod

"me too.. Are you sure?" he ask