What? You're a girl?!

•{Part~27}•

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Author~chan's POV~

"p-please, s-sto- AHHHHHHH!" 

Atsushi's scream echoed all around the dark room, while still lying on that metal bed and her hands and feet were glued to the metal, her tears did not stop rolling down her cheeks like a waterfalls, her chest descending and rising rapidly. and her whole body no longer had the strength to resist because of the electric she received flowing into her blood

she can no longer bear all this pain, she feels her body will be split in half, every minute and second she feels the clamp that Nemoto puts on her skin that also gives the electricity wave to her blood, and the green and violet liquid injection injected into her

Atsushi does not know how many hours or days she has been in this dark room with that crazy man, she misses the beautiful atmosphere outside, she wants to see the birds flying freely in the beautiful sky while singing, she wanted to be with other members of the Agency

she wanted so badly to be with them again

'w-why, why am I so unlucky?' 

Atsushi can't understand why her life is like this, why she always feels every pain, every minute and hour, she only feels pain, why? why does she still have to go through this life? why not just kill her? Everything will be easier when she is killed, right?

if she were to disappear from this world without a trace, Nemoto might have stopped the madness she was committing, and no more innocent people would be affected, especially the Agency. her dearest job, where her whole life changed, where she met the people who became her family. and where she also learned how to truly love the people who are important to her.

she will not allow others to be affected again because of her stupidity and the more she does not want to see them hurt, they have done too much for Atsushi and she wants that she will do the rest for them so she can save them

she knows what she thinks is selfish, but if she has to die she will do it for the sake of others. for the people she loves and wants to protect, she will do it to end it all

"Are you okay there, Atsushi~chan?" Nemoto asked with a cheerful voice as he walked towards Atsushi who had another injection in his hand

Atsushi just narrowed her eyes at him with anger in her eyes that she wanted to destroy and separate the bodies of that crazy man

"just kill me!" growled Atsushi trying to escape the irons in her wrist

"eh?" Nemoto chuckled "You know in yourself that I can't do that, you know that I love you so much that I want you to be mine" he touched Atsushi's cheek full of tears and wiped it with his thumb

his eyes stared at Atsushi's eyes with affection "don't worry, when all these experiments are over we will both leave this place and live in another country, just the two of us and nothing else" Nemoto smiled handsomely and kissed the edge of Atsushi's lip

Atsushi shook her head trying to remove the mad man's hand from her face, but his grip tightened even more.

"dream awake! because that will never happen!" Atsushi's spat still trying to resist