What? You're a girl?!

•{Part~31}•

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Author~chan's POV~

a few minutes have passed and Akutagawa is still fighting the wear-tiger, he can't do anything but fight it and tries not to hurt as much as he can, Rashomon who is also helpless but obeys his master and just breaks around them so that Atsushi would not approach them

Akutagawa can't think of a way but wait for his mentor to arrive at their place immediately or at least one of their companions who will be lucky enough to get lost and see where they are now and help him. 

Akutagawa was also angry that he jumped here and there, he couldn't even approach Atsushi to make her unconscious. but how could he do that if Atsushi was too fast to be even worse than lightning? even a glance at the air where Atsushi was he felt he could be approached by it without him being aware

Akutagawa also couldn't understand why Atsushi was like this, but all he knew was that someone else was controlling the wear-tiger. but how?

THUMB!

"Jinko! wake up!" Akutagawa shouts running down the hallway as Atsushi chases him relentlessly

Atsushi just growled loudly and tried to grab Akutagawa, but he was lucky when Rashomon broke the wall near them. Akutagawa's eyes focused only on his path leaving everything to Rashomon

"Dazai-san, where are you?!" Akutagawa groaned and again jumped against the wall and went in one direction to confuse the wear-tiger

he immediately had to make another plan before Atsushi could kill him, he couldn't do anything if Atsushi couldn't remember him because she was no longer herself, she was no longer the Atsushi that Akutagawa knew

and thanks to Nemoto now Atsushi is like this, like a wild animal that is very hungry and wants to eat human flesh

if they only really knew this would happen to Atsushi, they should have come here earlier before it was all too late. but how? even one of them doesn't know what Nemoto is planning with their wear-tiger! and now Nemoto can control Atsushi effortlessly! they no longer knew how to restore the wear-tiger.

Akutagawa felt like his head would explode thinking of a new way, he also had a hard time fighting Atsushi especially if she was chasing him like there was no tomorrow!

"I can't think of a way!" he swore under his breath that he had no way but just followed what was in his mind, to run for his life

THUMB!

CRASH!

"SHIT!" Akutagawa's eyes fell on Atsushi who was now in front of him that he had no one else to escape because all the hallways they had run into had been destroyed by Rashomon

Atsushi's eyes stabbed Akutagawa over and over again unable to wait to kill him "GRRRRRR" she growled loudly and frighteningly

"Atsushi, listen to me! It's me Akutagawa! your partner! your-" Akutagawa's voice dropped

his words swallowed back not knowing what he would say next to the wear-tiger. 

he remembered that he was also the reason why Atsushi was suffering now, he has been her mortal enemy for a long time and even one day they do not get along, so why would he say that he is Atsushi's partner?

he had already hurt Atsushi too much, every time the two of them were together on a mission, he had no swelling but to insult the wear-tiger, hurt her over and over again, even if he would also feed Atsushi to Rashomon until she died.

but even so, Atsushi did nothing but accept all his painful insults and endure every pain in her body, she let Akutagawa command her like a slave, she let what he wanted to do, she let everything, she let all that go because she knew that at the right time her relationship with Akutagawa would be just fine.

she is the type of girl who is very self-controlled and has an innocent soul, she is the girl who should be taken care of well and not hurt by anyone, she has gone through a lot and experienced pure pain. throughout her childhood she felt nothing but fake love from other people and abuse. 

but she endured all that and hid it as long as she could, because she doesn't want to worry others just because of her past, she knew in herself that all her suffering and pain she felt would disappear at the right time, she just has to wait and when that happens everything will be fine.

everything will be fine as well

"I-I'm sorry" Akutagawa's voice was already broke down, his eyes full of tears threatening to fall

"I'm so sorry!" Akutagawa repeated what he had said and looked at Atsushi

he doesn't care if Atsushi hurts him anymore, he doesn't care if he dies now. and even more he didn't care if Atsushi didn't hear him

because all he had on his mind now was that he wanted to bring back the former Atsushi he had met, the first girl who made his heart beat fast, the girl who had always been his enemy every time they were together, and the girl who also considered him a well important person in her life.

none other than Atsushi

"I know you can't forgive me after hurting you a few times, for every insult I've said to you, every pain you've received from me. I don't care if I die now at your hands, but please listen to me" Akutagawa's lips parted and his legs slowly knelt in front of the wear-tiger

"I-It's okay if you don't accept my feeling, It's okay if you hate me, but please. please stay by my side so, I can protect you- guard you from being hurt. I can stand the pain, but I can't stand seeing you in pain" 

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