What's happening to me

Chapter 29

Derek'sPOV:

Panic rose in me as I saw the state that she was in, she was bloody and bruised and even when passed out you could tell that she was in pain we brought her to a room upstairs and laid her down with a towel over her head and smaller ones over the cuts it looked to be taking a long time but we could see that they were eventually starting to heal we all left to go downstairs and give her time to rest and fully heal before trying to wake her and ask what happened, I look to Stile's to see that he was clearly worried I didn't want all this stress to be put on him as it's not good for the babies so I went over and pulled him in as close as I could with the big bump but to him it was clearly good enough he sighed before pulling away and bringing me in for a kiss not caring that everyone else was in the room with us, when we break apart I see tears rolling down his face and I sigh wiping them away I kiss his forehead before asking

"What's wrong baby?" he just sighs before looking at me with the saddest eyes I've ever seen

"You know she'll be ok she's Malia she'll pull through" I say but that clearly wasn't it because he still looked troubled

"But that's not just it is it?" he just shakes his head before looking even sadder then he did before and I didn't think that was even possible

"Do you wanna go upstairs?" he nods before grabbing my index and middle fingers which is something he did when he was sad, nervous or anxious we got to our room and he went and sat on the bed slowly I made my way over and sat down next to him it was silent before he threw himself over me and balled his eyes out I didn't know what to do so I just hugged him and rubbed his back slowly whilst whispering comforting things into his ear, after a while he finally calmed down to just sniffles and hiccups I still didn't move and we stayed like that until he was ready to move but he only shifted a little to get more comfy before grabbing my hand and just fiddling with it

"Are you ready to tell me?" he nods his head before sitting up and facing me not letting go of my hand

"It's just everything was so good everyone was happy and ok and actually living a some what normal life for once it just seems like that no matter what, when we beat one thing another's right around the corner I just want it to stop I just want it to be over so we can all be happy" he says hiccupping every few words I just look at him shocked because he'd never said this to me before

"Sti you know we can't live normal lives believe me I wish we could that's all I want for you is to be happy living a normal life you going to school, playing lacrosse, getting a job and so on but unfortunately I can't give you that because of how I was born and for my uncle turning Scott and just genuinely turning everyone's lives upside down and I'm sorry for that but what I'm not sorry for is that we now have a beautiful family from it one that loves you just as much as you love them think about it Stiles like truly think about it do you honestly think if everything that's happened didn't happen can you look me in the eye and tell me you would be as close to those people out there as you are now?" he just open and closes his mouth before shaking his head no

"If you could go back in time and change everything that happened all for a normal life would you? Even if that meant giving up the family you have now?" again he just shakes his head no

"And just think if it wasn't for us being how we are it wouldn't be possible for these amazing creations of ours to be here would it?" he shows a small smile before placing his free hand on his very large bump and looking at me

"So even though there are bad times and unfortunately for us there are a lot more so then a normal person but just try to think of all the good that has come out of it for us even if there isn't a lot there are still some there like this for example" I say lifting his hand up to show him the ring on his finger, he now smiles a classic Stiles smile before wrapping his arms around me.