What's happening to me

Chapter 39

Derek'sPOV:
I didn't really sleep after Stiles left how could I he was mad at me and I knew he was but I figured it would be better if I just gave him some space, even tho that's what he was trying to give me. I laid there thinking about everything and how I could be so stupid to be upset over something so silly but I couldn't help it and now Stiles was so mad at me he actually slept in another room, this was the first night alone for both of us in a long time and I didn't like it one bit I sighed thinking I should just cave in and go get him but thought against it, that thought quickly left my mind tho when I heard Stiles screaming, I jump out of bed and sprinted for the spare room as fast as I could to see Stiles thrashing about in the bed, I make my way over careful not to startle him but he wakes letting out a piercing scream he starts flailing his arms around and wakes me straight in the face, normally that wouldn't have hurt but due to his new abilities It actually hurt and I was quite surprised at his strength I swear he gets stronger every day. I let out a little yelp as he caught me off guard but that seems to make him more paranoid as he throws himself off the bed and tries to scoot as far away as he can from me, I understood he wasn't fully aware of his surroundings and didn't know it was me but I couldn't help the pain I felt in my chest when he tried to get away from me, he sat against the wall his eyes squeezed shut I slowly made my way over and brought my arm up to brush the tears away, which may not have been my best idea as he looked up and I was face to face with his vampire form, although it didn't last very long when it seemed like he noticed it was me sitting in front of him he only held eye contact with me for a few seconds before looking away, he started talking and I don't think he meant to by the look on his face, but I sat there and listened each word hitting me like a ton of bricks, I was the worst fiancé ever, I was the worst person ever he felt like this and it was all my fault but what hurt most was him thinking I didn't trust him my eyes filled with tears and there was only one thing I could think to say

"I trust you"

He snapped his head towards me as if it just clicked he said all of that out loud he looks at he and the scent of guilt starts radiating off of him making me look down in guilt myself, I didn't know what to do or say so I just let it out I tell him how I'm feeling and what's bothered me recently and just allow myself to be vulnerable truly vulnerable to him to show I do care and I do trust him, after my sob speech he sighs and brings me in for a hug a hug that was so different to the rest of our previous ones this one was a cry that let each of us know that we really needed each other more so then we would like to admit.

After a while of laying there just embracing each other I picked him up and carried him back to our bed, that felt better to say, I laid him down and climbed in my side before pulling him into my chest

"Stiles"

"Yeah"

"I love you and I'm so so proud of you" he goes quiet before squeezing me

"I love you to and I'm so so proud of you as well" I smile at those words before falling asleep listening to the sound as Stiles heart beat which was like a lullaby to me.

It lasted all of 2 minutes before now the twins decided to start crying

"Ughhh"

It was gonna be a long we'll longer night

~ the next morning~

Luckily the twins went off easily and we both got a decent amount of sleep which I guess we both really needed because when we both woke up it was with a smile on our faces as we just laid there staring at each other taking this peaceful moment in before the day ahead takes us, I brought him in for a kiss before getting up and heading to make the twins bottle as Stiles brought them down he was getting a lot more confident in carrying them together where as I was still even nervous to hold one of them let alone both, we sat in silence as the twins took there bottles before burping them and changing them ready for the day ahead, I had a little project I was working on but I hadn't told Stiles and it was very nearly finished there was just a few little things that needed doing here and there but I was so excited to show him once it was finished, but before that I had one thing we had to do for both our sakes

"Stiles come here" I shouted to him from the living room, he walked out the kitchen a questioning look on his face

"Would you like to go on a date tonight?" I question hoping for a much different reaction then the one I got, he just walked straight back into the kitchen without a word not even a smile I got up after putting Allison down next to Landon and went into the kitchen

"Hey what's wrong?" I question noticing he looked a bit distressed

"Nothing I just ughh" he sighs struggling to get the words out, I take his hand into mine and look him in the eyes

"Hey remember I trust you but I need you to trust me to ok" I say not breaking eye contact

"It's not that there's nothing wrong I would love to go on a date with you I want nothing more then to just spend time just us but it will be the first time leaving Allison and Landon and I just got a head of myself" I sigh realising this would be Stiles's first time away from them properly I usually am when i go to work so I didn't really think it would be much of a big deal.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have expected you to be able to just up and be away from them it's ok we can go another time when there a bit older or when you're ready." i say smiling at him but a bit upset at the fact we wouldn't get to spend time just the two of us. I guess he noticed I was partly lying because he walked over and gave me a hug

"I am ready I just wasn't expecting it especially after the way things have been lately"

I smile and take his hands into mine

"Are you 100 percent sure and don't lie to me" he sighs before playing with his ring which I now come to realise that after everything he never took it off and I smile at the sight

"To be completely honest I'm not fully ready but I suppose I never am going to be so there's no point in prolonging it" He says smiling at me, after that I pick him and and spin around before dipping into a kiss

"Well that was the corniest thing I've ever seen" I spin quickly to see Noah, Melissa and Lydia standing there all with dirty grins on there faces, I roll my eyes before walking over to the twins playing with them, they were getting so good at tummy time and really good at rolling, they did seem to be excelling quite quickly but we assumed that's because of there abilities.

"What are you guys doing here?" Stiles questions before coming over to join me on the floor

"I asked them to come before I asked you about our date which I'm now realising was a bad idea if you had actually said no" I say rubbing the back of my neck

"Were gonna watch the twins whilst you go out with Lydia to buy some new outfits and then when you go out for your date with Derek later" my dad says coming over to pick Allison up who smiles up at him

"You know she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, besides you of course" he says kissing Melissa to which she just smiled before going to get Landon off of Derek and joining him on the sofa.

"Oh ok then well please call if anything happens or there to much for you" Stiles says before practically being dragged out the door by Lydia I run and give him a kiss before shutting the door and turning to Noah and Melissa

"So how far are they?"

"Near enough done you might want to hurry before they finish without you, and don't forget be back in time to shower and get ready"

"Don't worry I will be and the same applies to what Stiles said call me if they get to much or anything happens" I holler before walking out of the loft and to my car

God I hope Stiles likes this surprise and with that I jumped in my car and speed off to the mystery location smiling at the view that was in front of me there was only word that come to my mind and it was

"Wow"