Decades Between Us

[36] TrainWreck

George sighed dragging himself into the living room of the place he refused to call home; "look who finally decided to get up" fundy chuckled, george isnt reply with words but with sad eyes. Fundy quickly shut up.

niki walked over and handed george a plate with two slices of toast, george looked at it and back up and niki handing the plate back without saying anything

"george you haven't eaten since you've gotten here" she frowned accepting the plate back
he shrugged with a sigh and went back to his room.

"what the hell is up with him" fundy said outstretching his legs
"he's heart broken fundy" niki sighed putting the plate on the counter
"i do suppose phil sort of took him here against his will" tubbo tried to sympathise with george
"as he did to all of us, he isn't special. He needs to get over himself" techno grunted entering the room
"technos right, george needs to get over himself" fundy shrugged
niki looked to tubbo and sighed before heading to do the dishes

George noticed a letter poking out of his window, nick must've left it when he was in the living room. George felt his stomach growl, he picked the letter up.

My georgie
i hope you're well
i cant stand being so far from you
i'm not poetic enough to write
poems through letters, neither
can i remember any.
since you've been gone i've listened to a lot of music.
it just makes me miss you more
i can't sleep without holding one of your hoodies or shirts, stupid i know. you're probably laughing at how silly that is.

i hope you're safe and that they're atleast treating you well.

well back to the songs, i was listening to a song last night and it just made me think of you

'oh baby i am a wreck when i'm without you;
i need you here to stay'

cliche i know, line without a hook - ricky montgomery.

i miss you george
i'd give my life and more to have you back in my arms
to have you safe at home i'd give the world and every universe within my grasp.

i know i need to cry but i can't get anything out of my eyes, if it was up to me i'd be hunting every fucker down who took you from me. Bad has me tightly locked away in my room though, i feel like cinderella or something.

i hope this letter reaches you
goodmorning, good afternoon and goodnight george.

i love you

- clay

george wiped the tears that were falling from his eyes.
he began writing his own letter, he put the letter from dream as well as his own in the drawer.

George switched the radio on, 'i wouldn't mind by he is we' played gently

it was possibly a mistake to let music play, he knew it would tear him up but he knew it was good to get some tears out

forever
is a long time
but i
wouldn't mind spending it
by your side

tell me everyday
i get to wake up to that
smile
i wouldn't mind it
at all
i wouldn't mind it
at all.

a george looked in the mirror, he was still wearing dreams hoodie, despite being there a few days he'd refused to take it off.

he heard a poof and looked up, ranboo was stood

"is everything okay george?"
george shook his head no
"it's okay to be sad"
"i know" george released a forced chuckle
"would you like me to take a letter to clay, it's pretty chaotic downstairs it'll be nice to have a change of scenery even for a second"
"please, if you don't mind." george pointed to the drawer and ranboo took a letter, he checked to make sure it was the right one which it was.
"cheer up george, things will be better soon" ranboo smiled before poofing. George sighed and buried his head into the pillow

-
poof

clay looked up; the same teen boy he'd seen before was holding a letter
"wait before you leave!" he choked before ranboo had the chance to go back
ranboo looked up with a smile
"you're ranboo aren't you"
ranboo nodded
"thank you for looking out for george"
"it's not a problem, i get how scary it is for him, i didn't have anyone looking out for me back then"
"you're a good kid ranboo"
"that means a lot, thank you."
"is he okay? today, like has he eaten?"
"he's not eaten since he's arrived, barely left his room, when i came to him today he was crying."
"oh"
"he'll be okay soon clay i know it."

ranboo handed clay the letter, his hands shook as he accepted it.

hi clay
your recent letter was sweet
i hate to admit it; it made me cry a bit
don't feel bad, emotions aren't always bad i suppose
i don't feel great, i feel rather sickly.
i'm tired
like really tired
i cant seem to sleep without you here with me
it sounds like everyone's arguing downstairs, i don't want to get involved they sound pretty upset.
i hope nick comes by soon i miss him
never thought i'd be saying that, but i do
i was thinking of more poems last night

My love for you is like the raging sea,
So powerful and deep it will forever be.
Through storm, wind, and heavy rain,
It will withstand every pain.
- Elaine Cherry

cheese; i know. yet it's accurate.
i'm missing you once again, never ending is it?
i suppose that's what happens when you're in love
cant bare to be apart from eachother
i don't know how much longer i'll last here
i'm pushing through it
i'm trying for you clay
i'm trying for us
i love you, forever and ever more
- you're georgie :(

Clay released a thankful chuckle as a signal he'd finished reading

ranboo gave a smile and attempted to poof

but he couldn't

the only reason for being unable to teleport is obstruction/damage to the place you're trying to appear

what was going on at home
"somethings happened- something bad" ranboos eyes widened as they met with clays

they looked from the window and in the distance in the direction of the tarker mansion

big black clouds of smoke erupting.

a/n

theories ?

what happened at the tarker mansion?

is ranboo as trustworthy as he seems

bringing back the question of bad, is he good?

do you like nicks character yet
what about karl?

anything else you wanna add?

:)