Hey Idiot! (#2)

CHAPTER 26: Confession

Ella's POV:

A week and a few more dates later...

I was contemplating whether to ask him or not as we walked through the woods hand in hand.

We have been to a few more dates, we have spent a lot of time together, we have spent a lot of time kissing, hugging, talking but never once did we talk about the nature of relationship between us.

We are dating but I am clearly not his girlfriend, he never addressed me in that way.

I wanted to ask myself to be his girlfriend but then that would be weird.

I even want to confess my feelings for him, to tell him that I am in love with him.

But...

I want to know his feelings first. He better love me or I'll kill him.

I know I am being stubborn but...

I sometimes feel like laughing looking back at how our relationship changed. At one point we couldn't stand being with each other and now, we can't live without each other.

I love him so much. He is so sweet, cute, caring, funny...and not to mention he is hot too.

He did say that I am his but that doesn't mean that in future he will marry me. Who knows he will get tired of me? Or...he never had any feelings for me, just attraction.

I want to marry him, I want to spend each day with him, I want to accompany him to his every tour.

Today, I am gonna make everything crystal clear between us. It's a do or die situation because it is actually killing me everyday thinking about how he feels towards me.

Okay, that's it.

"Nelson", I said making him stop walking.

I faced him. "What are we?"

His brows furrowed. "Sorry?"

"What are we, Nelson? What kind of a relation we have?"

He definitely looked uncomfortable with my question. "Umm...Ella...I told you that you are--"

I placed my finger on his lips silencing him. "No. That's not a relationship, Nelson. I am serious."

When I removed my finger he said, "We are dating, right?"

"We are but..."

"But what, Ella?"

"This is weird, Nelson."

"I don't think there is anything weird in dating each other."

I shook my head. "No. Not the dating part but...we...we kiss, Nelson, we hug, we talk, we spend time together. We even... slept with each other. But...I have no freaking idea about what are we actually!"

"Ella, what's wrong with you?", he asked softly but his body was becoming tense.

"What's wrong with you, Nelson?"

He extended his hand to touch my cheek but I slapped it away.

"Did I do something wrong, baby?", he asked in a low voice.