Only mine

Part 25

~next day~

Lyrica POV:

It's been three days I think or two since I been in the hospital after what Noah did to me and I'm not going to like I was broken more than broken, I was destroyed he took my sanity, my life and soul. I didn't want anybody touching me or talking to me that how devastated I was. How can somebody just sit there and rape you? And finding out Roman was messing around with galina that broke me. I love Roman can I forgive him yes because I love him to much to just break up with him. So I wanted to talk to him and work things out.

It's was 11:30 and any minute they would be coming in now so I waited. 

"Hey miss Lyrica your food is here" the nurse said

"Hi". I said

"You have pancakes turkey bacon and fruit". She said

"I'm not hungry". I said

"Okay well I'm going to leave it here in case you're going to eat it". She said

"Okay". I said

She left and I went back to watch movies on my iPad, 20 minutes later my dad Vanessa and Roman and everybody came in.

"Your up". Roman said

"Yeah". I said Hugh h him the cold solder

"We bought you some things". Vanessa said

It's was a lot off balloons and my favorite flower roses and some gift. I know they didn't but me and gifts thinking that was going to change what happen I'm not still over it and I won't be over it.

"I know you guys didn't buy gifts for me to cheer me up". I said

"Umm lyrcia we just want you to be happy again we hate seeing you like this". Vanessa said

"You guys want me to get over the fact that my ex not only abused me when we was together but still is taunting me and to put the iceing on the cake rape me". I said

"We're not telling you to get over it but lyrica we're trying to make you feel better and feel good about yourself again". My dad said

"I can't okay, how can I feel good about myself after what just happen? How can I let Roman touch me or anybody touch me ever again? I don't feel good Noah took my soul and sprit and now I have nothing left". I said crying

They didn't say anything I was so upset at them my dad buying me a fucking cartier bracelet, like seriously.

"Dad I don't want gift I don't need them if you guys can give me back what I want and that's my sanity then I'll be happy again right now I'm lost I don't even know who I am anymore". I said

"Can I have a moment with my boyfriend please". I asked

"Sure". They said

They got up and left and Roman sat down in the chair.

"Why would you cheat on me galina". I asked

He didn't say anything almost like he was trying to find the words.

"Hello you don't hear me talking to you". I asked

"Lyrica I'm sorry okay, I got sexually frustrated because  you've been busy with the fashion show and planing your party and work, Galina didn't mean anything to me and I promise you that, she was just someone to have sex with, but trust me when I say this it didn't mean anything and I am sorry from the bottom of my heart". He said

"Roman I trusted you". I said

"I know and I fucked up". He said

"As much as I want to fuck you up right now I can't because I love you too much, but I will forgive you". I said