Only mine

Part 26

Lyrica POV:

After having a mental breakdown with Roman and my parents we had a long talk and my dad decided not to let me go. I have been discharged and right now we was on our way back home, after everything that has happen to me I just want to get back to my normal self but I don't think I can.

"Babe are you hungry". Roman asked

"Umm not really". I said

I heard him sigh and I kinda of felt bad and forgot our agreement so I changed my mind.

"Matter facts yes can we get outback". I said

"Sure". He said

He started to reach and grab my hand but I flinched but then I reach for it so I can see if i can get through this. So I intertwine our fingers together and i automatically got flashbacks from Noah. I grabbed my head back and looked down at my lap.

"Roman I'm sorry". I said

"No you don't have nothing to he sorry about your trying but it's going to take baby steps". He said

"Thank you robear". I said

We pulled up in front of the restaurant, and I got out with him slowly because my legs was drill sore, now I'm thick but it gutted so bad.

"Baby why won't you stay in the car and tell me what you want". He said

"Okay , get me a red bye steak well done Mac and cheese and fries". I said

"Okay got you".he said

I waited and I listen to my music till he came backs and closed my eyes for a bit.

~home~

We came home and ate our food and then laid down watching some movies. I laid down with t feet towards romans and he was high by me a foot massage that's the only part of my body I let Roman touch.

"Robear I think I'm going to cancel the party". I said

"Why". He asked

"I don't know it's coming up and I don't feel like doing it anymore". I said

"Aww well I support you in your decision". He said

After that I started falling asleep.

Roman POV:

Lyrica was sleep for about an hour now and I was with the boys planing lyrica birthday trip and party, even thought she said she didn't want to do it anymore I still wanted to surprise her.

"Okay so we have the place set for the party and we have the food we have the drinks what else do we need". I asked them

"Umm she needs hair outfit nails and feet, umm and DJ". Jey said

"Yeah were going to need to the girls for that". I said

"Yeahh definitely I'm going to call them and book them a flight tonight for Wednesday". Jimmy said

"Okay do that while I'll reach out to family". I said

So that what taken care of already now all for the trip. I already knew where I wanted to take her to and that was Cabo Mexico. I looked at the resorts found a nice resort. I book the room and then the flights and then some activities to do. Then I had to plan something nice so I started looking at some private chief to have her a private birthday dinner on the beach.