my songs and poems :)

All On You.

I'm a body filled with mistakes
And wrongdoings
Never responsible for my heart breaks
That leavs me in ruins
At times I don't care about
What I should be committing to
Instead I like to look above
And blame the strangers for leaving me so

Hurt, sometimes it's the only way
To feel alive
Cut, pieces of you away from me
Come for a drugged drive

And sorry I will only be blaming you for doing me
Doing me the way I'm doing it like you see
Because you never made it feel right
You never could make me feel right
So it's you, it's all on you.

If I'm ever going to screaming a name
In every tone of guilt and shame
Because you never stayed the same, oh you never stayed the same
I'm hurt, and now I'm the one to blame
For the curses I made

And that deserved
To be plastered over every inch of your body
Reminding you every tear of mine that splattered
On cold floor, on cold hands
Oh, it's poison, it's peril
That you will carry to your gravestone on the last day
Oh, I won't get a say
Because honey, I prayed everyday
So it's you, it's all on you.

Pain.