my songs and poems :)

smile

yellow skirt and that quivering smile
when i'm running, asking myself why
why am i falling into this ocean of lie
when i know you're somehow going to say goodbye?

i try to catch myself, and i hold my breath
it's like i'm flying, falling, chasing, racing to death
will the torture ever end?
will this heart ever mend?
but you look at me like you've always known me
you look at me like you'd leave me when i'm drowning
but your smile

i feel so fictious at this point
a bird with half a wing fallen on to the railway track
you're giving me nothing and everything i lack
i'm so sick of lying
i'm so sick of pretend
will this torture ever end?

but you smile
you smile like you've always known me
you smile like you'd save me but i'm lonely
and you smile
your smile
like a lie, a lie
will the torture ever end?
will this heart ever mend?