my songs and poems :)

better.

i'm counting the words you forget to say
and i must say, they're bitter
i'm skipping rocks on the ocean, your face
was the only thing i couldn't forget
i'll never get better

i know i've always been alone
and i wasn't worried, til you came along and now
i'm scared to be alone
can't stop thinking that i'll never get better

my fingers reach your stomach from your back
and little by little, to me it feels like everything i lacked
is coming back to me
it's the way you undress you words
and from it, i'll never get better

i'm counting the words you forget to say
and i'm waiting here for you every other day
i'm obsessive, crazy and melancholic by spirit
keep you looking out for me every single minute
sorry i'll never get better.

wouldn't you take care of me?
tell me why wouldn't you carry me?
why're you everything i always want to see
when i'm nowhere near your desperate needs?

i'll never get better.