my songs and poems :)

loverboy

sweet talks, incompetent loss
long walks, for no deliberate cause
like a twig a bird carried for his nest
it felt monotone, but somehow i was next
severe emotions bloomed out of corpses
took my breath away, every single tosses
coin that looked same on both the side
but honey that never was right

she danced that night, clinking in slow motion
stars were ashamed that night, twinkling without emotions
i stood holding your hand, but your eyes were off it
swift walk to stage, honey, i earned no profit

gloomy grey eyes were all that i could never forget
bronze hair not on my pillow gave me every regret
and although that might sound a little delusional
i might've thrown out his facade and his perfect illusion

and i swayed
loverboy, you knew i cried that night before sunset
so you stayed
just to show you cared about my death
call in the guards, the show is over

loverboy, you were
picture perfect, made me believe there was no end
and i was happy to have my heart mend
only for you to go and shatter it worser than before
oh, 'cause i loved you more
i loved you more, i loved you more
i loved you more that night

and i laid,
loverboy, you knew i cried that night before sunset
toy of clay,
and i moulded myself for you everyday before my death
everyday before my
everyday before
'cause i loved you more, i loved you more
oh, oh.
call in the guards, the show is over.