Baby || Zach Dempsey

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I quickly walked home from school wanting to take the drugs I got today once I arrived I bolted up stairs I took my bag off and grabbed the little baggy I sat on my floor and pulled my night stand close to me I poured out the powder and used my lunch card to make it into a straight line

I pulled out a dollar bill and tightly rolled it up I looked down at the white line in front of me it sat on my night stand as I sat on the floor in front of my bed

I quickly without a second thought began inhaling it through my nostril it burned like hell I drop the bag down on the table and lay my head back against my bed groaning

I don't know when it happened but I started feeling light headed and confused as to where I was and how I got here I was sweating like crazy

I pushed my night stand out of my way and stood up but instantly regretted as I just fell to the floor onto my back passing out

*3rd person pov*
"Do you know where Kensley is?" Alex asked Tony who was punching a punching bag "uh haven't seen her since yesterday why?" Tony asked taking off his boxing gloves

"I need to talk to her I think she's using again" He said Tony put the gloves down looking up at Alex nervously he noticed Alex's worried state "let's go check the Jensens before we get to worried" Tony said as they got into the car and started driving towards the Jensens house

Once they arrived they quickly got out knocking on the door it swung open raveling Mrs.Jensen "hey kids I gotta run uh who are you here for?" She asked looking at them

"is Kensley home?" Alex asked hoping she was "uh yes upstairs in her room tell her I'll be back before dinner time please" she said before passing the two boys getting into her car the two walked in admiring the house before walking up the steps and to her door they knocked lightly and when there was no answer they let them selves in

what they saw was a horrible sight Kensley passed out on her back a little white powder under her nose down on the night stand near by  a rolled up dollar bill they looked at each other shocked not knowing what to do

that was until they heard choking noises coming from the girl they looked at her before realizing she was choking on her own vomit they quickly rushed to her side flipping her over as she vomits onto the ground

*kensley pov*
I started waking up feeling something In the back of my throat I couldn't move tho I was to weak I started choking not being able to breathe

but before anything to serious happened I was rolled over onto my stomach as I held myself up with my elbow and threw up onto the ground

I quickly blink my tears away wiping my mouth and under my nose with my sleeve sitting up and looking over at who ever helped me hoping to god it's not Justin i let out little relived breath as I see Tony and Alex standing over me but quickly looked away as they both looked angry

"sorry" I quietly say looking down at the vomit disgusted as I sit up "sorry? Your really gonna say sorry right now?" Alex ask as Tony walked out of the room "what do you want me to say Alex?" I ask as he sat down on my papasan chair

"why? What the fuck were you doing?" He asked disappointment all over his face I look down at the table trying to think of a way out of this

"sugar?" I say in a questioning voice Tony came back in with stuff to clean my carpet as he quickly started doing it "sugar really do you think I was born yesterday?" Alex asked

"no" I say looking at the ground and then to Tony who was nearly done cleaning up my mess "what was that? Where did you get it from? And why were you doing it?" Alex asked again I roll my eyes and throw my head back against my bed

"I was doing coke and I got them from someone and I did them because I just broke up with my boyfriend who cheated on me with my rapist ex girlfriend and my rapist is now dead and everyone is treating me like I'm gonna break any second now and Clay and Justin are two worried about their fucking girlfriend to even give me a second look " I say crossing my arms across my chest Tony sits down beside me

"cocaine? Really?" Tony asked I looked over at him "it's better than heroine" I say giving him sass "you could have died" Alex exclaimed "I was fine" I say

"you were literally choking on your Own vomit" Tony said "so? Maybe I wanted to choke" I say crossing my arms "and die?" Alex said

I went quite when he said that maybe I do wanna die I mean what's the point of me being here? I lost so many people in my life is there even a point anymore? I lost Jeff Hannah fucking Bryce and now Zach

I mean who would even notice Justin is busy with work and trying to get back with Jess And Clay is busy with Ani i don't really have anyone

"Kens?" Tony asked snapping me out of my thoughts "what?" I ask looking over at him "is that what you were trying to do?" He asked I pause opening my mouth and closing it thinking "no" I say shaking my head Tony and Alex both look at each other not believing me

"I'm serious I wasn't trying to kill myself" I say "okay you need to be more careful" Alex said I nod "I know can't afford getting caught again" I say as I stand up and walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth

I walk back into my room
"we're telling Justin" Alex said "and Clay" Tony added I froze standing there looking around my room and then too my open window I could run trying to find away out of this I sigh realizing there really is no way

"please don't" I say with pleading eyes "they will send me to some rehab place and I'll be gone for months and-and" I stopped talking looking between the two boys who sat In my room

"listen I'm trying my hardest right now and-and I thought drugs was gonna be a good idea and the guy I went to only had cocaine on him a-and I just really needed it im sorry i won't do it again" I say crying and talking really fast

Alex stands up and pulled me into a hug it took me a moment before I hugged him back crying into his shoulder "drug test me in a month I'll be clean I promise and I promise I'll tell Justin and Clay" I say they both nod

"okay" Tony said "are you gonna be okay on your own?"Alex ask I nod as they both go to walk away "you're not gonna tell the boys right?" I def ask turning to face them they both look back at me before looking at each other and shaking their head

"no get clean or we will you have a month" Tony said I nod and they walk out "shit" I say running my hands through my hair "goddamn it" I say

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