Baby || Zach Dempsey

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I headed down the fancy stairs trying to hide the face that I'm beyond angry at everyone "hey kens" I hear Alex say I turn to him angry "what?" I ask

"um what's wrong?" He asked me "why did you tell Justin I relapsed? You and Tony promised you wouldn't say anything" I say

"I'm sorry I was just worried about you" he said I scoffed "well stop worrying about me I'm fine Alex" I say

I walk away from him and out into the Walker's backyard sliding down against the side of the house pulling my knees to my chest footsteps slowly approached me 

I sigh and look up and see Jess I look away from her and back at the big yard in front of me she slid down beside me

"why is that I can never be alone with out one of you guys following me?" I ask "we're worried about you" she softly said l shake my head "why I'm doing great" I spoke "kens you haven't been yourself" she said I look over at her and nod

"I know this weeks has been the worse week of my life" I say tears already coming to my eyes "do you wanna talk about it" she ask I look forward again

"I really miss Zach and I want him back but every time I'm with him I get so angry knowing he kissed her Jess and I got with Monty and Alex to try and distracted my self from it but it didn't work and I hate myself so much Jess so much and fucking Justin he said I was a slut which I guess I am and it's true but it hurts a lot coming from him I just wish things could be okay again" I say breaking down crying

"have you talked to Zach?" She asked I nod "yeah but every time I do I just think about him kissing Chloe and asking myself what I did wrong and then I get angry I still love him a lot I would do anything for him in a heartbeat but I'm not sure he feels the same" I say looking over at Jess

"he does he loves you so much I overheard him talking to Justin the other day and I swear he was crying" she said a confused look came over my face

"crying?" I ask she nods I let out a laugh

"over me?" I ask again she nods "dang" I say and sigh

"I'll win him back" I say as I stand up so does Jess "I know you will" she said pulling me into a hug and we both walk back into the house

I spot Zach and Justin looking around and talking but stop when the spot me I walk over to them "we're leaving are you coming?" Justin ask I ignore him and just walk out the door they follow I walk to car and get in the passenger seat boys follow behind

the car ride was silent and  short as we pulled to a stop in front of mine and Justin house "thanks for the ride" Justin said getting out Zach nods I look over at Zach as he was already looking at me

"I love you" I say he looked confused "what?" He asked I turn my body towards him "Zach I love you and I never stopped loving you when I broke up with you I'm so sorry I never asked you what happened I regret everything" I say he nods

"it's okay I love you too always and forever kens" he said softly I smile lightly

"okay well I'll see you tomor-" I get cut off with lips on mine i melt into the kiss missing the feeling of his lips on mine

we pulled away my smile grew bigger as I got out of the car and took a deep breath then entered the Jensen home Justin of course was already in the kitchen getting food And Lainie and Matt were both reading

I walk to the kitchen where Justin was watching him pour himself a bowl of cereal he looked over at me  "I'm sorry" he said I nod

there was a knock on the front door Lainie stands up setting her book down and walks to the door "Clay? Why did you knock?" She asked as she opened the door Clay stepped inside and hugged his mom me and Justin walk towards them a little more

"I love you"  he said hugging her tight he let go and then hugged his dad "I love you" he said "I love you too kiddo" Matt said I was confused Clay normally never does this he let go and walked towards me and Justin

"dude what's wrong with you?" Justin asked laughing a little "at this moment? Here? I'm good" Clay said which made me even more confused he walked over to the fire place and moved the pictures around and turned to face us all

"we need to put the twins picture up" he said pointing to the empty spot he created I smile "that's a great idea" Lainie said "yeah we  take some pictures" she said looking back at me and Justin I nod

life was starting to not feel so bad anymore maybe just maybe things will come together

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