bully l.r.h.

Chapter 15

Michael and Luke started to play the guitar and Calum was singing the first part.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted,

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted.

The lyrics hit me so hard. The song was just like our story. Tears started to slip.

And even though your friends told me you're doing fine, are you somewhere feeling lonley even though he's right beside you.

When he says those words that hurt you ,do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder was a just a lie. If what we had was real how can you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

Luke started to sing and I shivered.

I remember the makeup running down your face

Memories started going through my mind. Taste of our last kiss. He didn't wrote this yesterday so I rememberd the party. He tasted sweet, but bitter.- "Do you read the ones I wrote you?" - The letter that he gave me.

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them, like every single wish we ever made,

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around?

It hurts to know you're happy and it hurts that you moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happen, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real how can you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them, like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I can wake up with Amnesia and forget about this stupid little things,

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I never can escape

If today I woked up with you right beside me, like all of this was just some twisted dream

I hold you closer than I ever did before

And you never slip away and you never hear me say;

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need, like every single wish we ever made.

I wish that I can wake up with Amnesia and forget about this stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next you and the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all.

He finished the last part and everybody cheered. "Thank you so much for coming here tonight!" Ash said and the boys started going towards me. I don't know why but I started to run away in tears. Yeah I know that I cry a lot. Don't judge.