met her on the internet.

ch 18.

IMESSAGE.

today 17:08

hi

ik u may be mad at me and u have every right to be

pls don't respond just like read so i don't chicken out

( ▷ ılı.lıllılı.ıllı. 11:11 )

cc : fuck i don't even know what to say .. uh first
i'm so sorry.. i didn't talk to you for weeks when
you've told me before that you'll always be there
for me and i completely dismissed that .. i guess i
just felt like everyone's attention was had yahira
and it doesn't have to necessarily be on me but it
felt like she was taking my friends away... my lover
and i just thought it'd be better if i left everyone alone
so i did just that and it backfired like hell .. i just want
you to know that i love you .. so much it hurts the thought
of losing you physically pains me because i feel like i've
never experienced such a cliché feeling before even
though i'm a teenager, i just realized that i cant shut you
out when things happen that can affect our relationship
from meeting you to dating you i've learned so much
about you and myself-fuck. denki kaminari i love you
so much. i'm sorry for being such an asshole

17:16
baby kept an audio message from you.

( ▷ ılı.lıllılı.ıllı. 5:55 )

cc : you don't have to apologize for anything
y/n. i understand why you felt the way you did
with yahira kind of occupying half of our time
and i didn't realize how they may've affected you
until recently. i don't resent you in any, way
shape or form-i just wanted to hear the voice
of the girl i fell in love with, hear her sound ..
happy rather than monotone not being able
to really figure out how she was feeling.
i understand why you distanced yourself,
so don't apologize, i just want you to feel
comfortable and loved rather than lonely
and upset. i love you a lot and you impact
my life so much-i don't know what i'd
do if i didn't meet you

17:22
you kept an audio message from baby.

baby
i'll pick you up in the morning for school?

yes pls

baby
anything for you

ur gonna make me cry

tears of giy

hou

hoi

joy

baby
keyboard spasm 😬

shut up 😒
let's play mario kart

baby
don't start crying when you lose

as if i'll lose to you

like a few more chapters
an epilogue & it's a wrap