Ain't no mf way I'm almost at 15k reads for this. Y'all be doing me justice 😩
Kehlanis POV
"Shhhh I'm here deydey it's okay" I cradle my daughter as I walk around the dimmed room.
I don't know where the fuck her pacifier is.
This is the second time she's woken up all night and I'm exhausted. She's only a month and this is hard when I don't have no one helping me.
Now I would love to have the other person that helped creat her here but... that person DOESNT KNOW.
She was honestly just a friend with benefits but my feelings started growing for her and I had to leave.
She's literally known as a heartbreaker and I wasn't ready for another heartbreak just yet.
She seemed like she changed while we were hooking up but... I was tired of giving people the benefit of the doubt.
I haven't seen y/n in 8 months. I was growing a belly.
When Adeya came out she looks exactly like y/n. She has her eyes and her ears. She even has her nose. She looks exactly like y/n when she was a baby.
I sit down on the bed against the bed frame and start breast feeding adeya.
Now don't get me wrong... I want y/n to meet her I really do, it's just... I'm not ready to see her again.
But she needs to know she has a kid
I'll see.
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I'm in the studio with adeya and Destin, Makayla, and Jamari are here with me for emotional support.
Y/n walked through the door with a smile and her whole demeanor changed.
"Am I getting sued or something?" She smiled as she sat down in the rolling chair.
"What's up y'all?"
"Hi y/n" Destin said.
"Wassup y/n/n" Jamari added.
"Heyyy y/nnn"
"Heyyy Makaylaaaa" Makayla is a fucking traitor. She's always either wanted me to be with y/n or SHE was the one that wanted to be with y/n.
"Wassup Lani how you been?"
"How have I been? You really wanna know?" I said with attitude. I don't know why I gave her attitude. It is my fault she didn't know.
"Well I asked... who's that?" She got up and sat down next to me on the couch.
"It's Adeya" Jamari said.
"You had a baby Jamari??? Can I hold her?" She asked while playing with adeyas tiny hand with her finger. Deydey smiled looking up at y/n and she sent one back to her.
"Go ahead" I said and she smiled and took her out of her car seat. She held Adeya like she was the most fragile thing in the world. She used her thumb to rub Adeyas head and she started to fall asleep.
