Bokuto's POV
We must win
That's the only thing on my mind.
We need for y/n.
"Bokuto-san!" Akaashi tossed the ball at me.
I spiked the ball with a smile on my face.
I hope y/n is doing well today
"Nice spike, Captain!" Konoha complimented.
"Hey! Hey! Hey!" I shouted and fist bumps the air.
After the first set, I look at Akaashi.
"Akaashi. I can't stop thinking about y/n." I said and drink my water.
"Oh no. Bokuto is now having an emo mode." Konoha whispered to Akaashi.
"y/n will be ok, bokuto-san." Akaashi said.
After the final set, we finally won!
"Captain! Let's celebrate!" Konoha said.
"Sorry! I need to see y/n! Celebrate without me!" I said and pack up all of my things.
My phone buzzed on the bag.
Y/N:
Congrats on winning!
Bokuto:
Thanks, baby owl!
Y/N:
Celebrate with your friends.
Don't mind me :)
Bokuto:
Are you sure?
Are you ok?
Y/N:
Yes. I am sure.
I am ok, Bokuto.
Bokuto:
I'll be there by 6 PM!
Y/N:
Okay. See you :*
Enjoy!
Bokuto:
I love you.
I walk towards my team and told them I'll come to them.
Everyone is enjoying the karaoke. Konoha keeps passing me the mic but I refuse him.
I look back again on my phone but y/n doesn't reply on my I love you.
Baby owl, my mind is going crazy. Please reply.
"Got to go!" I said to my team and left them having fun.
I texted Akaashi to tell them I left.
At exactly 6 PM, I arrived at the hospital.
"y/n. I'm here." I said and look around
the room is dark and the windows are closed.
I walk towards the bed and my eyes widened.
"Why the bed is empty?" I said.
I look around the room.
My heart starting to beat fast.
Don't tell me...
I look at the bathroom but no one's there. I look at the hallway if she's just walking around but, no. Y/N is not there. I came back to the room and sit on the sofa.
I look at the table and I found a note.
Bokuto...
Meet me on the rooftop.
That's the note said. I rushed on the rooftop.
I saw y/n sitting alone on the rooftop. I rushed towards her and hug her.
"I thought you were gone. You scared me." I said and hug y/n tightly.
y/n hugs me back and laughs weakly.
"Sorry for scaring you. I found this place yesterday." y/n said.
y/n released the hug.
The view is city lights and above those city lights are the moon and stars shining bright.
"Also! I brought snacks too. I told you I'll treat you after the game right?" y/n said and shows me the 3 flavors of pocky.
"How did you get some food?" I look at a bunch of these foods.
"With the help of the nurses that I know." y/n said and pointed at the 3 nurses on the door.
I wave at them and they wave back.
"Congrats again for winning." y/n greeted.
"Thank you, y/n" I said and smile.
After hours of sitting and cuddling while looking at the view. y/n sudden throw a straightforward question.
"What are your plans when I'm gone?" y/n asked.
This is so sudden. I don't want to think about that. She's here that the only matter on me.
"Don't say that. You're strong. I know you can do it." I said caressing her hair.
"I wish I can put all those stars in my veins to keep me alive." y/n said while looking at the stars.
I hug her tightly. My tears starting to fall.
"Please. Be strong for me." I said.
"I'm always strong for you, Bokuto." y/n said.
"Let's enjoy the stargazing for now." I said still hugging y/n.
I don't know what will happen when you're gone, y/n. I don't want to think about it. I don't want you to leave me. It is selfish, but please. Please be strong for yourself and me. I don't want to lose you.
"The stars are like you, y/n. Pale but shining bright and beautiful." I pointed at the stars.
"You're my moon, Bokuto. You always keep me shining bright and feel alive." y/n said.
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1:43 AM; bokuto koutaro
Fanfiction1:43 AM? Is this how you say I love you to me? At the same time, saying goodbye to me? Life has an end but, my love for you has no end. I love you, always and forever.
