Our One Night Romance (A Rikey Fanfiction) BoyxBoy!

Chapter Four, Strange feels under the moon light~

Chapter Four, Strange feels under the moon light~

 

Ray POV~

 

We walked into the hotel room and saw Mikey lying on the couch asleep. I sat next to him on the couch and looked at him; I wonder what he was dreaming.

 

 “Ray, stop creeping on Mikey and wake him up for we can go get something to eat” I heard Gerard say to me.

 

 I rolled my eyes and put a hand on his shoulder prepared to wake him when I heard him murmur in a low sleepy daze “I do love you Ray…I do…I have always loved you”

 

 Surprised I jumped off the couch, backed away and looked at him, he was still sleeping soundlessly, unaware or ignorant to his sleep talking. I felt my cheeks blow up with a shade of inflamed red…Did he really say he loved me?

 

 “Ray man what’s wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost or something…” Frank said. I turned to him and saw both him and Bob looking at my befuddled expression.

 

 What? Did he not had heard what Mikey just said? Mikey just told me he loved me…I mean yeah self-consciously but still I’m sure it counts.

 

 I looked back down to him and could have sworn I saw tears roll down his cheek…was he crying in his sleep? Was he having some kind of weird nightmare where he was dreaming about me and should I be creep out that he said that? I mean even if he didn't mean it or something, he still said it…but I’m not at all weirded out, honestly I’m more ecstatic than I should be, which is strange…does that make me…gay that I actually am happy he said that?

 

 “Ray!” bob yelled snapping me out of thought “Are you okay?”

 

 I nodded my head and replied in an unstable voice “Y-Yes…I was just…thinking…you know…in T-Thought he-he”

 

 Both Frank and Bob observed me with a bizarre glare that made my spine cringe. “What?” I said shrugging my shoulders.

 

 They turned to each other and smirked a little before busting into a petty laugh. “WHAT!?!” I said again

 

 They shook their heads and just continued laughing, getting up and running to Gerard who was in the kitchen, and whispered something to him.

 

 He looked up at me and laughed too before sending Frank and Bob away and coming sluggishly to me.

 

 “Ray, what’s up with you? I mean you have been acting a little strange ever since this morning…” He said looking at me and sitting me down on the floor because we both didn't want to disturb Mikey.

 

 “What do you mean Gerard?” I mean seriously what did he mean? I wasn't acting strange... was I?

 

 “Ray you know what I mean…You have been having mood swings, you been trying to sleep in late, been trapped in thought more frequently and you haven’t eaten all day…Frank suggested that you were  pregnant…” he said barely containing laughter.

 

 I punched him in his stomach hard with a lot of force, “DAMN RAY!” Gerard said in agony clutching his belly tightly.

 

 “I’m not pregnant idiot!” I said after I stood up and contended into my room, closing the door and laying on my bed.

 

 I heard a knock at my door and looked up. “RAY! Come on let me in let’s talk” Gerard said from beyond the doors barriers.

 

 I sighed and stood up slowly, walking to the door and opening it, Gerard stood there propped up by the frame of the door. “Bout time…” he said before coming in all confidently and sitting on my bed.

 

 “Now…Ray let’s talk …what’s on your mind?” He continued.

 

 I rolled my eyes, I mean there is nothing on my mind at all, like seriously the only thing I was thinking about was finally getting some well-deserved sleep, and…Mikey…kinda, I’m still trying to wonder if he really said that to me or was t my mind playing tricks on me…and if it was my mind playing with my emotions, why would it play with Mikey? I mean what, is my secret deep desire to be with Mikey? Would it be bad if it was…OH GOD why do I even feel this way right now? ACTUALLY I don’t know how I feel anymore…I mean I’m starting to think that all these things are starting to symbolize that I may be having….

 

 ”RAY...” Gerard snarled at me in a hissy tone “…DUDE THIS IS WHAT I MEAN!!! You have just been randomly like spacing out when we talk to you…and it’s not just been happening today, but it’s been happening for days” he continued

 

 I glared at him, he couldn't possibly right…Days? Really? “Gerard, has it really been days, have I literally been spacing out like this for…days?” I whispered in shock.

 

 “Uh YEAH bro! ever since the day you talked to Mikey alone on the tour bus because he was feeling down about something I forgot…It’s like after that you have become more moody and tired, are you having bad dreams, are you feeling isolated or something Raymond?”

 

 “I’m fine Gee, I just I don’t know I just really don’t want to talk okay.” I said getting annoyed.

 

 he gave me a foolish and derpy smile and said “WHO DA DADDY!”

 

I smiled and said “What?” he laughed, stood up and went to the door “WHO IMPREGNANTED MA BABY!”

 

 I smiled “Get out and stop being imprudent!”

 

 He laughed and opened the door, leaving me alone.

 

  I went back over to the bed and closed my eyes; my hair was tickling the skin around my face. Did I really like Mikey? I mean all my life I was straight, well I thought I was…and when I met Mikey, he did send a ray of sunshine towards me but…likening him preposterous…right?