Journal: Aidan

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My bestie was coming over today and I was so excited. I have a crush on him and I write fantasies in a journal and keep it locked so I nobody can see it. I heard the knock on my door of my one bed one bath apartment. "Just a sec Aidy I'll be down in a sec come in", I say hiding my journal in my stand. I felt like I was forgetting something but ignored the feeling and ran downstairs. I opened my door holding in the excitement until he came in. "Come in", I say. "Thanks Ash so what's your thoughts land for tonight", he asked. "Ummm movie night on the couch I bought stuff to make for snacks if you wanna start there", I said. "Sure anything for you", he said with a sweet smile heading into my huge ass kitchen. "Hey wanna bake a cake or something", he asked. "Yuh think I have all the stuff in the pantry to make from scratch since I have no mix", I said. "Cool let me get it if that's okay", he asks. "Yk you can get into whatever here I have nothing to hide", I say. "Always ask", he said smirking. "Shut up dumb dumb", I say feeling my cheeks burn red. He got all the stuff and started mixing stuff together. We baked the cake and while we waited we danced around my kitchen to our songs. (Rip neighbors ears). He grabbed a handful of flower and threw it at me. I grabbed the bag and dumped it on him. The cake was done and we cleaned up the floor. "Hey mind if I shower and wash these and spend the night maybe I Uh left some clothes here the last time mind if I find them", he asked. "No go ahead their in my night stand, I put them there to prevent myself from stealing them", I said with an awkward giggle. He chuckled and walked away. It had been forever since he got out the shower so I went to my room to check on him. "Hey Aidy is every- o", I said. He had my journal in his hands reading it that's what I forgot my drawer wasn't locked. "This is amazing btw I love it already", he said smirking. "I- I". I tried to say something but it wouldn't come out. He walked towards me still only wrapped in a towel and my stomach filled with butterflies. He pulled me in the room and locked the door. "Aidan I- I'm sorry I shouldn't have written those I'm sorry", I said. He grabbed my hands above my head and pushed me into the wall. His face was so close to mine I could feel his breath. I closed the gap between us and kissed him. He let my hands go and deepened this kiss. He tapped my thighs so I jumped wrapping my legs around his torso. "Wait I can't do this", I say. I started to walk away when I heard him open my journal and flipping pages. "Aidan is so hot I love him so much but I fear I will lose him if I tell him how I feel, I want his touch, no I crave his touch, I want his lips against my body and I wanna scream his name in pleasure, I want his dick inside me and I want it to be in my stomach, I've only slept with one person one time and it was horrible and I just feel like Aidan would fuck my soul out of my body and I want that", he read out loud. I turned to face him and tried to speak but no words came out. "Don't be afraid love, I'm only doing what you want",he said. Then it hit me he's using me for sex. (I know he isn't like this it's a damn fanfic chill y'all love you). "AIDAN RYAN GALLAGHER THATS ALL YOU FUCKING WANTED GET THE FUCK OUT IM NOT A SEX TOY YES I WRITE THAT SHIT BUT IM JUST GONNA FUCK YOU, IVE KNOWN YOU OUR ENTIRE LIVES AND I LOVE YOU BUT IM NOT JUST GONNA FUCK YOU", I yelled. "YOU REALLY THINK AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I'D FUCK YOU JUST BECAUSE SOME FANTASY BOOK, NO I LOVE YOU TOO AND ITS MORE THAN A FRIEND WAY TOO SO IF YOU DONT FUCKING MIND", he yelled back which scared me I've never made him mad like this. I started crying because he was so mad and I started to leave the room then I remembered he said something. "If I don't mind what", I said wiping away my snot. "This", he said coming very close. He pushed his body to mine and wiped away my tears with his thumb. A happy sigh come and went. "I'm sorry I just, I don't wanna lose the only person I have left, I don't wanna get together and somewhere down the road fall apart and never see you again, I'm sorry I made you mad, and I'm such a wimp", I say. "Shhh, I'm not going anywhere love I'm here and I'm not leaving ever, I wasn't mad more hurt that you'd think that about me after all these years, and you aren't a wimp my love you're an angel, you were scared that I was mad and that you thought I was gonna leave and never come back but truth is I never wanna leave, I wanna be by you're side every step of the way, I'm in love with you", he said caressing my cheek. I smiled in my head and apparently in life because I saw him smile back at me. "Wow, I wonder how we ended up here", I said. "Yeah how'd we fall for each other again", he questioned jokingly. "Be quiet it's you're fault you're so damn fine don't say it's mine, I don't even look good I'm more questioning what you see in me", I say looking down in embarrassment. "Look at me", he said softly. I didn't look up truth is after everything he just said I wanted him to punish me. (Sorry but I'm weird like that love y'all). "I SAID LOOK AT ME", he said harshly. I didn't look up. He lifted my chin with his thumb and he looked mad. "I told you to look at me love look who didn't listen now", he said. "Hey it's you're fault I mean look at you who doesn't wanna be punished by you", I whispered in his ear. "Fuck", he groaned. He pushed himself into me more and our hips were now grinding together. "Hmmmmm I don't want this to end",I said. "Why's that love", he said. (Ik he's not British, I just like that you can switch the name if you want but I'm not changing it it's my story sorry guys). "Because I enjoy you're presence", I said. "Mmmm that's nice and all but can we...", he started to say something. I leaned in and kissed him. When we pulled away he stared for a minute. "Does that answer the question", I asked. "No I need more verbal consent I'm a good guy remember", he said. "Well fuck me ofc we can", I say. "Hmmm I plan on it come here", he said. "How much closer do you think I can get to you dumby our bodies are already pressing together, ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh", I say suddenly realizing what he said. "Who's the dumby", he asked jokingly. "Shut up you're making my brain melt", I said jokingly. I pulled his face into mine and melted into the kiss and his body. He pulled away and spun me around to where my back was facing the bed and walked us to the bed pushing me into it. "I see you're little friend came out to play", I say seductively. "Shhhhhhh, don't speak just take off all you're clothes", he said huskily. "Fuck I mean yes sir", I say. "I think you're drooling", he said jokingly. I took all my clothes off and climbed on top of him and pulled off his towel. I kissed him and went all the way down. Holy fuck that's big. I kitty licked it teasing him a little. "Don't tease", he said. I shoved it in my mouth and it was hitting the back of my throat. I bobbed my head up and down at a very fast pace. He was twitching so I decided to to tease him and stop right before he came. I took it out of my mouth and he groaned and sat up. "I'm done being nice so fuck it", he said pushing my into the bed. He grabbed his belt and tied my arms to the bed frame with it. "Oh no", I said. "I tried being nice since you're apparent first time sucked but I think I'll show you how hard and fast I can go", he said in that sexy ass husky voice. He kissed down my body and flicked his tongue against my clit. He roughly kissed my clit before he licked my slit and shoved his tongue in my hole. "FUCK", I yelled in a moan. I could feel the smirk against my vagina. I squirmed wanting to touch his soft hair. "Mmmm", he moaned into me making my shiver and whine at the pleasure. "I'm g-g-gonna c- cum", I said barely being able to get it out. He removed his tongue from my hole and came back up to my face. "Don't move", he said. I didn't move and he released my hands from his belt and the bed frame. I grebes his face and pulled it into mine kissing him gently. "Damn I said NOT to move", he said with a smirk. He shoved his dick all the way in hitting my stomach. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK STOP", I yelled in pain. He stopped moving for a couple minutes when the pain turned to pleasure and I wanted more. "Now daddy", I said moaning. He took his dick all the way out and slammed back in. "Fuck", is all I can say before my eyes roll into the back of my head and I feel dizzy. Tears stream down my face and he slowed down. "Look at me love not you're brain", he says jokingly. I finally can look at him. "I'll go slow, my love", he says. I nod my head yes as in okay and he slowly pumped in and out. He was going to slow it hurt. "Faster please", I said but it came out more or a beg. "As you wish love", he said. He went faster and I started shaking. "Fuck I I can't h hol I it", I tried to say. "Let it out Babygirl", he said. I realized and he came inside me. "Oh shit did you take the pill", he asked. "No why", I asked. "Uhhhh uhhhhhh how do I say this I didn't use a condom and I came in you", he said. "Chill it's okay I want more", I said. "Really you aren't scared you're gonna get pregnant", he asked. "Oh no I am but I don't care because as long as I have you ik the baby will be just fine", I say. "Uh ok then shit I don't have any condone here do you have any anywhere", he asks. "No, it's okay please I need you again", I beg. "Are you sure", he asked. "Yes please", I beg. He flips us over so I'm now on top. I line myself up and go down slowly but not to slow. He groaned and I moaned as I sped up the pace. I bent down and kissed him and he grabbed my hips forcing me to go faster. "Uhhhhhh fuuuuuck", I moan out knowing the neighbors probably hate me right now. I'm always the quiet neighbor that no one bothers but after tonight I'm
not so sure that reputation will stick. He groaned and twitched inside me right when I got a knot in my stomach. "Fuck", we both say as we both realease. He flipped us over and kissed me slow. He kissed down to my boobs and sucked one and massaged the other. I moaned and I could feel the smirk against my boob. He kissed me down more and got to my clit. He licked and flicked it and I threw my head all the way back and arched my back. He kept doing that I I didn't realize he added in 2 fingers adding to the pleasure. The knot in my stomach came back and I felt like I was gonna explode. "I I can fuck", I tried to get it out and weirdly he understood. "Go ahead love", he said. I released. "Turn over", he said. I slowly turned on my stomach and pushed my face into the pillow. He grabbed my waist and pulled my ass into the air. I was tired and I think he figured that out. "One more round please I'll go slow", he begged. I turned my head to see his face and he had the cutest little puppy dog eye face ever. Hey if you seen his face you would've said yes to. "Fine", I say. He slowly entered me and slowly pounded into me. It felt nice but I needed him to go harder. "Aidan"? I said. "Yes love", he says. "I need you to pound me hard", I said. "Oh thank god I barely felt anything", he said before pounding into me hard this time. We both came and he collapsed beside me. I slowly turned my sore body to face his. "I love you too", I say. He laughs and picks me up carrying my to my bathroom. "Want a bath or shower", he asks. "Bath please", I say. He filled the tub and carried me in sitting my between his legs. He said ashes out bodies and got out. "Umm I have one of you're big hoodies in my closet can I keep it and wear it it's comfy", I say kinda embarrassed. "Ofc you do yeah let me get it", he said. I could hear him spraying cologne but thought it was for his clothes he's wearing. He helped me out of the tub and put on the hoodie and a pair of boxers he left. "This smells like my favorite cologne you have", I say. "Well what did you think I was spraying I'm not dressed yet", he said. "Shut up", I say lightly hitting his shoulder. "Ow that hurt", he said jokingly. He got dressed and layed me down on my bed. He started to say goodbye but I didn't want him to leave. "WAIT DONT LEAVE ME ALONE STAY WITH ME PWEASE", I yelled. "Really?, oh thank god I didn't wanna leave", he said. He jumped into my bed and pulled me onto him and I hurried my head in his chest and looked up at him. "Hey I got a question", he said. "What's up", I asked staring into his eyes. "Will you be my girlfriend", he asked. "Hahahahhahaahahahahaha YES I will be you're girlfriend", I said. "Hey why'd you laugh", he asked. "You just fucked my soul out my body then asked if I'd be you're girlfriend you got a weird way of flirting sir", I say. He laughed and kissed my head. "I have a question too", I say. "What's that love", he says. "Well since we never wanna leave each other and wanna always be with each other wanna move in together", I ask as serious as I can. "You know what that sounds nice we packing you're stuff tomorrow or what", he says. "Hey, if that was a serious question yuh tomorrow", I say. "Well it was so if you're moving I. With me tomorrow", he said. "Sounds great to me", I say. "Ok good good night love I love you", he says. "Goodnight bad boy love you too", I say. "Bad boy?", he questioned my nickname. "Fine Gn baby boy, I love you too", I say. I fell asleep in his arms head buried deep into his chest. "Good morning sleepy head", he says as my eyes flutter open. "Mmmm what time is it", I say still tired. "About noon", he says. "WHAT YOU LET ME SLEEP IN THAT LATE, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE PACKING TODAY", I yell jolting up. "Hey I'm not an alarm clock missy", he said. "No you're not but you duckies my walking power out of my body last night then said I was moving in with you and now I wanna pack with you because I wanna stay with you forever", I said. "Okay let's get to packing", he said.

We finished packing late that night and moved everything into our home which was once just his. We lived together very happily. The end.

AN: if you want more parts I'll do more for this chapter anyway I'm gonna update five and me soon either tonight or some point this week. Bye loves.

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