Each tear is a reason I loved you
Each whimper is filled with betrayal
Each angry rant is me trying to get you to actually care
Each splotchy red face
Reinforces what you think
I was never good enough
My teeth are too yellow, my height is not for a model
My feelings too sensitive, my friendship too much
Each memory makes me think back at what was really happening
Each time I imagine we're happy together is a grotesque reminder
Of what could've been if you did something
Not being able to breathe because I cry so hard
Is a breath is sucked out of me
Not having you beside me
Is a reason to stop walking forward
Paul you have ruined me
And you don't care!
As shown by your kik, snapchat, email, and tumblr
You get to live happily ever after
You lied to me
I would've died for you
That I might still do
Each picture of you brings back why I fell for you
A newly found page brings up aspects of your life I never knew
535 with no best friends looks so pathetic next to 2761 with three
You seem so popular, so happy, so carefree
How could I have thought that with you should be me?
I know high school is supposed to be a hard time
And that the roles will reverse in college and in "real life"
Otherwise this is all vain
As you are too
One day I'll be happy for me
Right now each whimper is filled with betrayal
And each tear, a reason I loved you
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Love: A Collection of Stories
RomanceA collection of short stories, poetry, musings-- all the good parts, all the bad parts, some of them barely literature, in order-- about none other than love: Disclaimer: These are mainly old stories, compiled together. However, keep reading and per...
