Unexpected: Geto x Reader

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**Y/n POV**

I thought I'd feel whole when I saw Suguru again, but I felt emptier than ever. More conflicted than ever too.

I turned back one last time to look at Nanami walking away. He said he'd wait for me at the apartment because he couldn't handle being here right now.

I didn't blame him though. This was my mess, not his. Suguru was my problem to deal with.

Part of me hated him for showing up right now. Why the fuck are we always on his timing? Why has this entire relationship been me compromising while he gets exactly what he wants when he wants?

Maybe Nanami was right. Maybe I'm just accepting less than I deserve because I don't know any better.

Suguru was everything to me before he found out who I really was, but as soon as things got difficult and complicated, he showed me a side of himself that I absolutely despised.

And to show up with Satoru, how could he do that?

Nanami called that one too...

They slowly approached me, Suguru's eyes frantically scanning my face. The silent tension was getting thicker by the second, but I was nervous to speak up first, afraid I'd pop off the moment my mouth opened.

"Well, uh, now that you told Nanami to leave—" Satoru started with an awkward smile.

But I quickly shut him down.

"I didn't tell Nanami to leave. Actually, I asked him to stay."

"You did?" Suguru's eyes went wide.

"You think I chased after him to ask him to leave? That makes no fucking sense."

Satoru let out a loud sigh, "Alright sweetheart. Chill the fuck out."

"Satoru," Suguru quickly chimed in. "Don't talk to her like that."

I couldn't help but to roll my eyes, earning a glare from Gojo. But seriously, now Suguru wants to man the fuck up? It wasn't flattering, it was infuriating.

"Can you leave us?" he continued. "I need to talk to Y/n alone."

Gojo rolled his eyes before walking off, "Fine, whatever."

"How could you bring him?" I asked Suguru the moment Gojo disappeared from view.

He ignored me completely, "Do you love him?"

"You're on my terms now, Suguru. So you can answer my questions or you can fucking leave. Why did you bring him?"

"I don't know," he mumbled out.

"You don't know?" I couldn't help but to laugh a bit. "You brought the man who captured me, threatened me, nearly killed me, and you don't even have a good reason?"

His jaw tightened as he looked around, shaking his head a little bit.

"Because I was scared. Scared I'd show up here and you wouldn't want me. And I didn't know if I could handle that on my own."

"I brought him because I'm fucking weak Y/n. Is that what you want to hear?"

I stared him down, not feeling even a little bit sorry for him, "I mean, it's better than all the bullshit lies you feed me."