(Next day) (Desiree) "Mommy where's Edwin" Kamryn complains . She keeps asking me about him "he's at home" I say . I'm obviously not gonna tell her what happened. "He hasn't been here in 2 days" she says "I know he's just .... busy" I lie
and she sighs "can we go see him" she begs "Kamryn no" I say "mommy" she whines "why don't you go play" I say "fine" she says and walks upstairs to her bedroom. I feel kinda bad.
She really wants to see him. He would be everyday and now he's just not. She misses him. I haven't talked to him since that night , I miss him too. I actually really miss him . I don't wanna call though I feel like a dummy for believing that he really loved me. He hasn't tried to call or text me . He's probably mad at me for kicking him right out .
(Edwin) It's killing me not seeing her. I miss her . It's only been 2 days but 2 days with even FaceTime too. I mis Kamryn also . I haven't tried to reach out like I said I was or like Maggie said I should. I just feel like she's mad at me for everything. She probably feels stupid cause she thinks I don't love her and I do so much.
There's a knock on my door "come in" I say and the door opens for Brandon and Maggie to walk in "Edwin" Brandon says "you coming to the studio" he ask "mhm naw" I say "oh my goodness just call her" Maggie says "I can't" I say "and why not" she ask "I know she's mad at me" I say "maybe but I bet you she wants you to call her , you are wasting time and she is not gonna like that" Maggie says
"She might be upset but she's gonna be more upset if you don't call or try to talk to her" She adds
"We know you miss her" Brandon says "of course i do" I tell them "and Kamryn" Brandon smiles "I do I do" I admit "Edwin just call , at least text her" Maggie tells me "fine I will" I say "when" she ask "at some point" I answer "mhm" she nods "see you later , we all going to the studio" Brandon says and the two of them walk out my room.
I lay back and look up at the ceiling fan as it spins. I need to call her or something, real soon.
(Nighttime) "which pjs do you want" I ask her as she sits on her bed "the rainbows" Kamryn answers and I grab them before helping her change into them. "Okay lay down" She lays down and I kiss her cheek "I love you" I tuck her in "I love you too mom" she says "goodnight" I say "night" she closes her eyes and I turn her nightlight on then walk out. She's gonna be sleep in no time. She was half sleep eating her ice cream lol.
(Edwin) everyone walks in the front door as I sit on the couch "hey man" Nick says "sup" I say "how was the studio session" I ask "went well , got a lot done" Zion says "that's good" I say and walk to them in the kitchen "what did you do" Maggie says
I shake my head . I know what she's talking about "not call Desiree" I say "ugh boy I'm botta call her for you" she complains "I just don't know what to say" I say "umm that you love her" Austin says "she's gonna be mad" I say "cause you love her" Zion questions "just cause she probably feels like a fool for thinking I love her but I actually do"
Maggie sighs "so tell her" she says "ya know what Maggie" I say "I'm helping" she says "if it wasn't for me you wouldn't even know why she was mad" she says "true" Nick says "Nick no one asked" I say "my bad" he says and eats a grape "if she doesn't except your apology and we can't see Kamryn anymore , we gon have a problem wit chu" Brandon says "yeah we like Kamryn , go fix things wit her mother man" Austin says "imma just show up" I say "where did this come from" Nick ask
"Didn't even wanna call now you just gonna show up" Maggie says "gooooo nowww" she says "can I put shoes on first?" I ask sarcastically "if you must" Maggie says and I slip my shoes on "if all goes well I'm sleeping there and if I come back just know all didn't go well so don't ask" they nod and I leave
(Desiree) I'm currently watching tv in the living before I hear a knock at my door. Who in the world is here at 10 at night . I stand up and walk to the door . I open it "oh Ed-" I get cut off by his lips smashing into mine . I kiss back for a couple seconds before he breaks apart
"I love you , I-I really love you Desiree I promise , I know I said I didn't mean it but I do I mean it , I was just scared of what you were gonna say so I said I didn't mean it but Darling I love you so much" I cut him off by kissing him again .
We break apart "relax" I whisper "I'm sorry for what happened" he says as my hands are placed on both sides of his face . "When I said I loved when I drunk I meant it , then when you asked me I panicked and said I didn't but that's just because I thought you would freak out , then you kicked me out and I was confused" he says and I smile
"But Maggie then explained why" he says "I just didn't think you loved me too so I didn't admit it" he says "I do love you" I tilt my head "thank gosh" he sighs . I wrap my arms around his neck and he sets his hands on my waist . "I missed you" I say
"Oh I missed you too and Kamryn" he says
"Trust me Kamryn missed you too" I giggle
"And I'll see her in the morning" he says and I nod before he closes the front door "you sleeping here" I ask "if that's okay with you" he says "of course it is" I say and we sit on my couch
I lay my head on his shoulder "I talked to my dad today" I say "how did that go" he ask "not good" i whine "why" he ask "still isn't happy with this and he even wanted me to talk to Kamryn's dad about me and him like what the f*ck" I say "so what's happening now" Edwin ask "I said he can either support this or stay out of it" I say "aww Desiree listen-" I cut him off "no Edwin I'm not gonna listen to you say something about us stopping this" I turn to him "I want to be with you and my dad is gonna have to deal with it" I say "he can't control what I do , I'm a whole adult"
He looks at me "does he not think I'm good with Kamryn" he ask "it doesn't matter he thinks" I shake my head "cause you are perfect with her and you make us happy" I say and he smiles before planting a fast kiss on my lips "I love you" I say "I like that we say that now" he says "and I love you too" a make out session starts for like the 3rd time in the last 10 minutes. I lay back on the couch but the kiss doesn't break until his lips travel to my neck and chest "not on the couch" I say .
He smiles before lifting me up and taking me into my room. He lays me down and goes right back to kissing me "are you sure" he whispers "yes I am" I say getting impatient "just know I haven't done this 7 years it's gonna hurt" I say "I got you" he smiles before removing my shirt and let's just say I really really hope Kamryn was in a deep sleep .
