I Love to See the Lives I've Ruined

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TRIGGER WARNINGS:

•Manipulation
•Gas lighting
•Lying
•Abuse
•Body shaming

Tell me if I missed anything!

I wrote this for fun, please don't think i'm like this 😅

All I wanna do is be accepted,
it doesn't seem possible though and that is expected,
From a girl like me who acts so hostile,
Who nobody can get along with because they say i'm impossible.

What's wrong with a little gas lighting though?
Is Emotional manipulation really something people can't handle?
I'm only speaking the truth to them,
But honestly, they're acting like fake friends.

A little smack here and there,
Some body shaming, without any care,
You're ugly, and I have no regrets telling you,
It's not my fault that you eat what you do.

Oh, you have bloodshot eyes?
Well go ahead, I don't care if you cry.
Go on, tell your little friends what I do,
Do you really think they'll believe a weirdo like you?

Oh come on, you know i'm not wrong,
I've seen them snicker and laugh along.

And that boyfriend of yours?
He's just going through a phase.
At the end of this, it'll all be just one sad summer haze.

Why would he stay with someone like you? The memories of your face surely will haunt.
Fat, ugly, stupid.
When he could have someone like me?
Beautiful-hot, and can give him what he wants?

Do you really want to eat that?
One hundred calories, wasted.
Surely, you don't need it with all of that extra fat,
Starve yourself and maybe people will love you..you're ugly and you need to face it.

Your face isn't one anyone should want to recognize,
And your voice isn't one to be memorized.

Oh, you have bloodshot eyes?
Well go ahead, I don't care if you cry.
Go on, tell your little friends what I do,
Do you really think they'll believe a weirdo like you?

Oh come on, you know i'm not wrong,
I've seen them snicker and laugh along.

They don't really care for you..
Have you seen the things they've tried to do?

What? No! I'm not manipulating,
No! I'm not intoxicating,
or carefully calculating the perfect plan..to ruin your life.
I just want you to know, there's always someone better than you who deserves to be alive.

There'll always be someone,
who's life has had a better outcome,
And no, i'm not mean,
No, i'm just being me!

What's wrong with a little gas lighting though?
Is Emotional manipulation really something people can't handle?
A little smack here and there,
Some body shaming, without any care,
You're ugly, and I have no regrets telling you,
It's not my fault that you eat what you do.

Oh, what's this? You have tears in your eyes?
Well go ahead, i've already told you...
I don't care if you cry.

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