Love never fails

Episode six the love triangle story

Hi guys I'm back ugh I feel like I'm in a love triangle so it turns out that Andrew likes me which I don't know about yet, well I Kinda do it's just ugh I don't know what to do, because Dylan doesn't know yet me and we're laying together, good morning beautiful, good morning then we heard noises from his brothers room like Gross noises, you know what that means, eww he is with someone yeah why does it matter, no I was just saying, ok crap what my mom texted me that she's got here last night oh no is your mom sees me she'll kill me, I know We don't have our window anymore, how am I going to get out, actually jump out the window, what I'm sorry I don't wanna risk not seeing you again, ugh get Lisa I whispered, ok Lisa my room is dirty oh I'm coming right now I'm almost done is your brother doing the nasty in there, yeah I don't want to talk about it, i'll clean it right now, Lilly you were doing nasty as well, no well yes but not right now, can you get her out of here, or distract my mom or something mmm i'll distract your mom get out of here, thank you Lisa no problem kid hi mrs foreman hi Lisa right I need you to ask you something, I was coming downstairs stinky yes Lisa over here ok what wrong I want a raise you pay me to less, I pay you the right amount A maid is supposed to be paid, you get paid $25,000-50,000 on average per year, please don't say I don't pay you good money, I know I'm sorry go finish the house, ok that was weird I got out ok, and I was wondering who that girl was I waited till she left, Who are you oh you're that girl he was telling you about that keeps on annoying him, what it seems he doesn't like you but I'm not sure tootles ugh The nerves of that girl, OK yeah I'm jealous wouldn't you, be why were you talking to her she ccame out and I think I knew her from somewhere so I asked her where she was from, yeah sure then why would I talk to her, to ask her why she's here he raised his eyebrows up no you're so considerate about yourself you really think I was talking about you, hmm I didn't say you were talking about me, but now I do know you were talking about me, I mean I gotta go yeah whatever's after that I went to talk to my therapist what's wrong Lily my therapist asked mrs Kelly so many things happen these past weeks I like Dylan bother, I kissed him, I slept with with Dylan, OK that's it oh and I'm jealous of the girl that was his room today, whoa whoa whoa that a lot, I know but that's all inside of me, first of all you kissed his bother when was this on your birthday, The one where I told you I cut my hand by accident, oh yeah cause you broke that vase, yeah why didn't you tell me about the kiss, I felt ashamed, OK how did the kiss happen, we were playing spin the bottle and I guess he was OK with it since he was mad at me, oh wait why was Dylan mad at you, because I told him I liked his brother, OK OK OK well do you really feel like you like his brother, yes is that bad no no I think the way to fix this did you tell him that you like him more yes do you yes OK so I don't see the problem here, I still like Andrew and then when the girl came over I got really mad so then I asked her what she was doing there she said that Andrew didn't like me and I was being annoying to him, girl she made that up, what really girl tell me if this sounds right oh he thinks you're annoying girl she's jealous of you, he probably stopped her and said he likes someone else which that means you, no yes what if I get this all wrong, your saying I'm wrong? No I mean you think so, yeah "" now I was confused super much I literally did not know what to do, when I got back they asked me where I went last night my brothers oh I stayed the night at Sophia's what Sophia  told me last night you weren't there Matthew said, fine I was at Dylan, really again I just slept over calm down, how am I supposed to calm down you're so annoying I'm 16 years old  I can do what I want, no you can't you're gonna end up pregnant, shut up I'm being safe, you just need to calm down, i'm not a kid anymore, really really what happened to you what happened to the sweet girl I used to know, I'm right here and I'm still sweet, really because all I see is it a Hoe, well I started crying and went to my room wait Lilly I didn't mean it like that, he did I never thought my family could ever see me like that made me so sad but my own brother doesn't trust me I'm not going to get pregnant, I swear it's not gonna happen, where to go Mason said and Matthew said you really made her sad this time, I didn't mean to, Eddie really messed up I was so mad and sad at the same time, why would you say that to your sister? my mom said mom I'm sorry it just slipped out Lilly can do what she wants I already told her she can't you're not her dad, well dad  not here right now no he wasn't here for most of her life and I'm just looking out for her, I guess you really don't see that, but you really made her sad I know I'm gonna go say sorry right now, hey Lilly boo leave me alone, I'm really sorry I didn't mean to say that to you, you are Old enough to do what you want, I just don't like the fact that it's happening, I know but you don't have to call me that, I know and I'm sorry, are you going to forgive me, yeah I love you I love you too, The rest of the day I paint it ben for his Family because they are still sad what happened to ben and I'm too I miss Ben so much it gets harder every day without him, I really do miss him he always said never forget the reason I love you, and I never did he was literally the greatest friend you could ever have, he was so fun, it's very safe he loved taking me a beach we used to walk all the time there it was my favorite beach, speaking about my beach I should go sometime with my friends, but I made this portrait because Mrs Smith was going through so many things and I decided to paint for her, I'm going to give it to her tomorrow morning and hopefully she likes it, The rest of the day I think about Andrew and I don't know how to feel Dylan probably hates me, for liking him I think if I was in his position I would be the same way, but I really really really like him so that's not a lie, because he is a great boyfriend We've been dating for two months already and I think that's a good relationship, and I can't ruin it by thinking about someone Else I really really like him, but I was really jealous of that girl that came over today, she was jealous of me but I was jealous of her, I really didn't know how to feel about it because it was Dylan brother, I'm not really happy about this, well that's how I feel but if Dylan finds out that I really really like his brother as well I think he would be mad, but my feelings are so complicated so I really don't know how I feel, I mean I really like Dylan and I don't wanna ruin it I said this like one million times but it's true, Dylan is a great boyfriend and Andrew is pretty much a jerk, I really don't know how to think I really like him and I really like Dylan, but in the end it's always going to be Dylan it was pretty crazy, I really don't know how Andrew feels about me, I feel bad what I said to Dylan because Andrew heard, I feel like a huge jerk, I don't like when my brother said today but I really was thinking about it I really have to be safe, i'll get the pills tomorrow, man how it's just gonna be easy I know already I'm gonna screw it up, like I always do but I don't wanna do that, ugh maybe think about something else right now I really I don't think between a bad boy and a good boy, this is the hardest decision I could ever make wait why am I talking like that it's Dylan, I think why does this have to be so hard, I don't want it to be hard, I know I'm so confused, I hate this so much, I got a text from Andrew come outside and talk to me I know this couldn't be good, let go Andrew what are you doing here, I need to tell you something, I like you a lot what you know I'm with Dylan, I know you like me too I don't Lilly you know what we have, I was getting butterflies this was not good, no it's complicated I'm with Dylan he kissed me and I kissed him back I gotta go I mess up I just cheated on Dylan I started crying it wasn't possible, I'm a bad person Dylan so amazing to me how can I do this to him, no no I threw all my stuff on the ground I was so sad I knew I messed up really bad this time how can tell him about this Dylan so amazing to me, everyone asked me what happened I kissed Andrew I'm Bad person no it totally normal it's not, Dylan is such an amazing person, it will crush him if he find out about this, I hate myself I hate myself it ok it wasn't your fault it was an accident Eddie said no I did it on purpose, Why did I do this why I'm so sorry God I'm so sorry, guys I just wanna be alone, ok we love you yeah me too, I don't know how I could do this, I am the worst person ever, I don't know why Ben you're probably so disappointed in me i'm so sorry, I really messed up this time and I didn't know how to fix it, I really can't tell Dylan, I hate this feeling I felt really different afterwards, I was not the Lilly everyone knew I had changed so much this past year I literally hate it myself so much for this, I was so sad I was in my bed thanking I screwed up so bad, so I decided to go to my dads my dad lives in Seattle but in a different part, I called my Dad and I asked him if I can stay with him for a while and I told him I screwed up really bad and I'll tell him when I get there of course you can come he said I just left I didn't tell my mom my dad called her so she wouldn't be worried why do you tell your mom you're coming with me, Because dad I don't want her knowing I'm sad, I screwed up dad what Happened sweetheart, I cheated my boyfriend why because I liked his bother but I like him too but more, baby it going be ok i'm not saying it wasn't ok I know that's why I decided to see you, I really didn't know what to do, it ok Riley's making dinner she said you can stay as long as you want I really don't like her, and I don't know why I don't know either, we're home honey hi Lilly how are you your dad told me what happen, you did yeah sorry, it's OK I have your bedroom ready upstairs you go look at it if you want yeah I will I stayed in my room I feel bad for her my dad said the whole time just laid in the bed and did nothing, except cry I called Sophia and told her what happened, no way it's not your fault it happened, it is I physically kissed him back, I know my dad knocked and said dinner was ready, I'm coming I can't believe you went to your dads, I know I think I need a little break, from them take all the time you need, thanks I'll talk to you later bye bye hi guys hi everyone said are you ok sweetheart my dad asked, I heard you crying I am fine it's ok but I do need to fix this because Dylan will never forgive me, for what I did, he will if he really likes you, your right hopefully, sweetheart if he not the one then he not the one, yeah I know, I eat then I went back to my room, I felt so weird because I never stay with my dad, because I hate his girlfriend, this is why I hate his girlfriend I caught her stealing from my dad, and then I told her what are you doing, she like mind your own business, bitch is is my reason your stealing from my dad, we are together and I'm just borrowing money, did my dad say you can, no but technically we will share money, ok I rolled my eyes, and ever since then I hated her, she is a real bitch, I mean really mean to me, and since my dad loves her I never say anything, like she just using him and I don't know how to tell him, like really she talk inappropriately to her boss, like I really don't know why I haven't told him, but it will break his heart, he really likes her so I don't want him to choose over me or her, she really is annoying, I will tell him one day, really because I really care about him and I love him so much, I'm so stressed I don't know want to do, with what I did, I even enjoyed it so much, I feel something for him, it so weird, I think I did like Andrew 16 is so hard, you have all feelings for so many things, let me tell you how I met Andrew it was at his house and he said oh you must be Dylan's best friend, yeah and you I'm his bother you are really pretty, I had butterflies when I met him, what's your name? Lilly now where is Dylan oh he went out, no I didn't liar, wouldn't you rather spend the day with me he wink, no I'm good, after since that day I really did like him, I shouldn't like him it's wrong that I like him, I feel guilty not telling Dylan what happened, but he'll will never forgive me, I hate this, I hate being in a love triangle, in the end I always knew I was going to choose Dylan Dylan is so amazing, I don't know maybe I like Andrew because he's a bad boy, but I don't know but it's really something I like about him that I don't know yet, I called my mom and told her what happened, and she said that it not right to lie and I think you should tell him, you're right but how, say something you know Dylan will forgive you for, ok but what if you never forget me, well I don't know honey, but it really seems like he likes you, I know I really messed up mom I left my house because I can't face to see him, you know ever since I was little I hate it lying, Aww Niña that means girl it going to be ok, I went to bed then the next morning I decided to go give Ben's mom the painting I made I brought it with me, I made two copies so I can have one for myself, Hey good morning, good morning sweetheart, dad can you take me to Ben's mom's house, yeah well we better go now because I have to get to work, ok let go, I get there and I knock on the door, hi Lilly hi mrs Smith what brings you here sounds like she was crying, is everything ok Yeah I'm OK, OK actually I'm not, what's wrong? Ben's grandma is getting sicker every day, and I can't barely do anything because I'm so sad of what happened to the ben, I love you so much, i'm sorry Mrs Smith, I really just hope she gets better, I feel so bad she went through the divorce losing her son and losing her dad and almost her mom was getting sick, I never felt more bad for someone in my life, I can help you if you want, no it's OK Lily thank you very much, you're welcome, you have a good day, you too, ben makes everything better, I wish he was here to help me and his mom, I just hate that he's gone well that's today's story hope you guys enjoyed, come back what happens to me and Dylan, to be continued.......