prologue

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You closed your heart .
When I needed you the most .
You cared less about how I was .
I tried to withdrew from everything that sadden me .
Finally I understood there is noone in particular who cared for my existence
I drown myself in fantasy of me being in love with myself .
To calm my heart from the hardest turmoil built inside me.
I understand why I stopped loving
I'm not in place for arguing that I did it with reason .
I can't go through the pain anymore
I'm happy with what I am today.
I'm relieved from all the pain I had before .
Don't make me lose myself again .
I'm no good for anyone .
I'm no one in particular .
One day like everyone I will lose myself and fade away.

_ gulf

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