Is This Love? ( KNJ FF)

Chapter 17

Misha woke up numerous times during the night. The last time she found herself awake, she got out of bed and sat at Namjoon's desk. She grab her poetry book and his novel from her tote bag. She placed his novel on the desk and opened her book. She flipped to a page where it was bookmarked by a small photo that she printed out of her and Namjoon in dog form. They were both smiling while Misha had her arms tightly around Namjoon. She smiled at the photo remembering that was thr first time that they went to park together. Back then she didn't know Joonie was Namjoon. To her Joonie was her new companion.

She flipped over the photo and grab a pen lying on the desk to write something on it. She placed the photo back in the poetry book and put the Namjoon's book underneath her poetry book. Misha got up from the desk and walk over her duffle bag to finish packing up her stuff. She grab a set of clean clothing, toiletries and towel and head to the bathroom to shower.

In the kitchen, Yoongi, Hobi and Jin were gathered. Jin came back from thr hospital in the wee hours of the morning. Jin informed Yoongi and Hobi about the recent condition of their leader.

"I'm glad that he's doing much better."commented Yoongi

"Yeah that was scary last night!"exclaimed  Hobi

"Where's Misha? Is she doing okay?"asked Jin

"I think I heard her going to the bathroom."replied Yoongi

"I think she's doing okay. She's probably was just drained from the intensity of the situation."commented Hobi

Misha walked into the kitchen with her duffle bag and backpack in hand ready to go.

"Good Morning!"smiled Misha

The boys greeted her back.

"How's Joonie doing?"asked Misha to Jin

"He's doing alot better. His fever has come down alot, now he's just resting. He hasn't woken up yet."explained Jin

"Thank God. Hopefully he'll be back on his feet in a couple of days."smiled Misha

"Leaving so soon?"commented Hobi

"Yeah I think it's time for me to go. My duty is done. I just wanted to thank you guys for being so understanding and patient. You guys are so kind! I know this whole ordeal was very ludicrous, but I'm glad that I meet you guys and Joonie."said Misha

"You're welcome but really we should be thanking you for taking care of Namjoon. Things couldn't been far worse if you weren't there to help him."smiled Yoongi

"Don't be a stranger to us. Come and visit anytime!"smiled Hobi as he pulled Misha into a hug

"Remember you are our friend."said Jin

Misha nodded as she tried to hold back her tears.

"Thank you. I won't."smiled Misha

Misha head to the door to put on her Vans. She grab her items and one last time smiled at the three older members and exited the apartment.

The journey home was a quiet one with Misha closing her eyes in the back of a taxi, trying to remember all the good times she had together with the boys and Joonie. Then Misha remember the last words that Namjoon uttered before passing out. For only for a spilt second, she got to feel warmth of Namjoon's embrace. Misha was always the one hugging Namjoon comforting him and simply enjoying some cuddles. However when he hugged her it felt like when they met the first time at the shelter:

"I will never leave you! No matter what."

The taxi cab stopped in front of Misha's condo building. She paid the driver and relentlessly gather her things and walked to the entrance of the building. When Misha enter in her apartment, it felt empty and cold. She sighed and went to her room.

She spotted Namjoon's dog bed next to her bed and smiled. She climb into her bed and curled into a fetus position. She took her phone out her Jean's pocket and to check Twitter. She hasn't done that in while. Her feed was flooded with tweets from Armys being happy that their beloved leader was found safe and sound. This put a bittersweet smile on Misha's face. She was happy that he turned back to normal but she will definitely miss having him by her side.

"It's not possible."

Misha played her relaxing playlist on phone as she gradually fall to sleep with her phone still in her hand.

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