Is This Love? ( KNJ FF)

Chapter 30

" So, how have you been?" asked Jae taking a slip of his hot Americano

"I'm doing okay, I apologize for not getting back to you sooner," replied Misha looking down at her latte

"No worries but I am curious in knowing your answer," smiled Jae

Misha closed her eyes and took a breath

"I will have to decline your offer, I apologize," sighed Misha

"Why are you sounding so formal, it's okay," laughed Jae

"Habit I guess," smiled Misha

Misha awkwardly took a sip of her latte.

"Is your answer have anything to do with your involvement with a client" Smirked Jae

Misha choked on a bit of her drink

"Pardon?" asked Misha

"You should know that it will not last especially since they are so famous and you are a foreigner," explained Jae

"No disrespect, why do you care?" asked Misha

Jae smiled

" I really do like you Misha and care about you. I saw him come to place the night I dropped you off. I have been in this industry for quite some time now and know how these celebrities act and really treat people. Don't be fooled by his persona." Explained Jae

Misha got up from her seat and grab her bag.

"It's not gonna be easy to date since you can't go public. Just be careful. If it gets out it can hurt your career" said Jae

"Thank you for the coffee and your concern. I would ask for you not to talk about this matter to anyone else," bowed Misha

Misha swiftly walked out of the coffee shop in the direction of the bus stop. Misha felt her chest tightening as the conversation with Jae haunted her mind. What if Jae was right, what if she was making a big mistake still being with Namjoon.

The bus came as soon as Misha arrived at the bus stop. To ease the anxiety weighing down on her chest, she put in her headphones and tuned out her surroundings with her calming playlist.

After a half-hour on the bus, Misha arrived at her stop. As she walked into her neighborhood, she received an incoming call from Namjoon.

"Hey," answered Misha

"Hey, are you home right now?" Asked Namjoon

"Just getting home," answered Misha

"Okay, I'm waiting outside by the side of your building," announced Namjoon

"Joon, what if someone recognized you?" exclaimed Misha

"It's okay I'm in disguise," said Namjoon

Misha sighed, " I'll be there in five minutes,"

Misha spotted Namjoon hiding in the shadows on the side of her apartment building. She started grinning as she got closer to him. She wanted to run into his arms and give him a huge hug but she had to keep PDA to a minimum in case of any sasaeng or paparazzi. Namjoon walked out of the shadows towards Misha.

"Hi baby," smiled Namjoon

Misha tripped a little bit when she heard him greet her like that.

"Sir"

"Oh Mimi, are you okay?" asked Namjoon 

" I'm fine. Did you wanna come upstairs?" smiled Misha

Namjoon nodded. 

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Namjoon sat on the couch in the living room while Misha prepared drinks and snacks in the kitchen. Misha came out with two drinks and a plate of chocolate cookies and placed them on the coffee table in front of Namjoon. Misha took a seat next to Namjoon. He placed his arm around her and pulled Misha into his chest.

"So what do I owe to this visit?" questioned Misha

" Well, I missed you and Sejin Hyung told me that you left with someone guy named Jae. The one that you were with at the gallery," explained Namjoon

"Oh um, yeah he had finished a meeting at the company and wanted to grab some coffee," said Misha

Namjoon felt Misha tensing up in his arms.

"What's wrong? Did something happened?" inquired Namjoon

Misha sighed, "Before you asked me out, the same night Jae asked me out. Today he wanted to know my answer. I said no. I never like him in that way. He saw you the first night that you came by. He figured out that I'm seeing you and told me to be careful."

Namjoon clenched his jaw

"He said that it's not gonna be easy dating you and you could be just using me. I'm not gullible, I know that I'm going to have to deal with sasaeng, the media, and the whole of Korea if ever the news comes out on dating you, but we will handle it when the time comes. In the meantime, I just wanted to enjoy my time with you Joonie," explained Misha

Namjoon looked down and smiled.

Misha placed her hand on the side of Namjoon's face and bring her lips to his. Namjoon leaned into the embrace and held Misha closer to him. Namjoon moved away slightly and looked into Misha's eyes. His hand gently caressed her chin.

" I want you and only you. Will you please stay with me?"

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