The Gift of Merci

Chapter 22 - New Sage

Last year, I was the girl who constantly craved praise. 

I am that 'perfectionist' girl. 

I was the girl who loved to participate in various organizations, actively engaging in almost everything happening in our community. 

I was the girl who would berate herself for making just 2 or 3 mistakes on a test. 

I was that girl filled with anxiety. 

I was that girl who relentlessly pursued success. 

I was the girl who would cry until she had no tears left. 

I was the girl who frequently compared herself to others. 

I was the girl who doubted her abilities. 

I was the girl who survived on just 3 hours of sleep per day. 

I was that "hardworking and competitive" colleague. 

I was that "empathetic" girl who would prioritize grades over her health. 

I was that girl who carried the burdens of others.I once had that seemingly perfect world, a flawless image.I don't resent my past self. I appreciate how she shaped me into the woman I am today. 

Peaceful. Bright. Lowkey. And a loving daughter. 

I thank her.