Chapter 42 - Forgiving Oneself

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Last year, I chased praise and perfection's embrace,

Joined every group, in the community's embrace.

Setting bars high, seeking positions rare,

Lost sight of my wins, dwelling in the glare.


For 2 or 3 test slips, I'd scold and dismay,

Anxiety's grasp, in my heart held sway.

Chasing success, shedding tears unseen,

Constant comparisons, doubting my sheen.


Three hours of sleep, a weary day's toll,

A hardworking soul, yet with a heavy soul.

Empathetic, sacrificing health in grades pursuit,

Carrying others' pain, my soul's resolute.


Once, a perfect world, an image pristine,

I didn't despise her, that girl I've been.

For the sculpted me into who I am today,

Peaceful, subtle, loving, in a quiet way.

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