Safe With Me

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TW's:
-Small panic attack

George's POV

After a long time, Dream and I sat down in the car to go back home. I had slept in Dream's arms for at least an hour. I was really relaxed, I loved being with him. My stomach was also pretty filled up with butterflies when I woke up with his arm around my shoulders.

I sat down on the couch as I stared outside, thinking about Dream. I kind of liked him a bit, definitely after he had been this sweet to me today.

To distract myself from my thoughts, I grabbed my phone and quickly went on Twitter as I suddenly saw thousands of notifications. I got startled and clicked on them as I saw thousands and thousands of replies, likes and retweets on a picture I hadn't posted.

I knew my face turned very pale so I sat back as I suddenly felt myself sweating out of fear. I went to my profile, realising what had happened. I didn't log out of Twitter on my PC at home and my mum found a picture of me at high school.

I started shaking as I clicked on the picture, seeing my worst fear come true. My mum found the only picture she wasn't allowed to find and even posted it on my own Twitter.

I stared at a tiny bit of my face as I had my eyes closed, giving a boy a kiss on his lips. Back in high school, I had one boyfriend. Only my closest friend knew about it. His name was Jesse and we had a relationship for a few months. It didn't seem to work out that well and in the end he also moved to another country.

It was just more of a childish love, we kissed once and that was it. After he moved away, I was heartbroken for a little. I managed to hide it from my mother and she never knew that I ever had a boyfriend. But now- she even posted it on my Twitter to out me.

I was so shocked that I didn't notice Dream stepping on the brakes. He slowly parked the car on the side of the road as he grabbed my hand and turned my phone screen a bit more towards him.

I was actually shocked and didn't even try to hide my screen from Dream anymore. Dream rested his hand on my shoulder and rubbed it softly with his thumb as he closed my phone and put it away to help me get out of the car.

I had only been staring at my hands and Dream had his arm around my waist to help me inside. He made me sit down on the couch as he cuddled up with me after and grabbed my phone.

'What's the code?' he whispered as he ran his hand through my hair.

I didn't answer him and Dream grabbed my thumb, unlocking my phone with it. He went to Twitter and deleted the picture as he laid my phone back down to cuddle up with me again. He rested my head on his chest as he laid down.

'I love you no matter what, George. I actually support you forever.'

TW panic attack (not detailed)

'M-my m-mum o-outed m-m-me,' I said as tears started to stream down my face. I could feel my chest tightening.

'I'm here, calm down.'

'M-my chest i-is s-so t-tight.'

TW worst part over

Dream let me lay down next to him as he rubbed his hand over my chest to make me relax a little bit. He softly started humming a song as he held me as tightly as he could.

'I love you, George. I don't mind you being anything other than straight.'

'B-b-but,' I started, but Dream shushed me.

'I think you're having a panic attack. We are going to distract you for a little, okay? Do you remember when we met, I was actually so glad to meet you. I found you very beautiful and I still do. I'm so happy that we finally got to meet after all these years. George, I've known it all this time. I know that you're gay since you accidentally outed yourself on stream, but I wanted you to be ready to tell me.'

I wasn't even sad about the fact he knew I was gay. I was happy that he had been so thoughtful and waited for me to be ready.

'When I came out to you, I did that to let you feel the most comfortable. I'm still unlabelled and I actually like a boy.'

I smiled shortly as I got very relaxed by his calm voice. Dream ran his hand through my hair and kissed my forehead.

'This might not be the right moment to tell you this, but I think you might like it. I like you, George. You're the boy I like, you're really handsome and sweet.'

I smiled shyly and cuddled up with Dream as he kissed my forehead again. 'I don't want to label myself, but I actually have feelings for you.'

I took a deep breath and smiled again as I looked up at him. 'I think I-I like y-you too.'

Dream smiled and planted a kiss on my cheek. I felt the tension between us growing and Dream rolled a bit towards me as he cupped my face with a dark blush on his face.

'You're actually beautiful, George. I've always found you beautiful, but now I'm seeing you in real life, you're actually gorgeous.'

I smiled and noticed Dream leaned in a little bit. The hand which wasn't cupping my face, went up to my hair, running through it as he smiled.

'George, I think you know what my plan is, but I still want to make sure. Can I kiss you?'

I felt my face heating up even more as I nodded slowly. 'You can.'

Dream leaned in and closed his eyes as he softly started rubbing my cheek. I closed my eyes as well and just waited for his lips to touch mine.

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