CHAENNIE ONESHOTS

Just...Something

No One's POV

Rosé saw you passed out in your bedroom floor, she yells and calls the others, "Unnie!! Lisa!!", they all came rushing and saw you on the ground, Roseanne lifts you up and into her arms

Jennie with trembling hands calls their manager, "Oppa...help", Jennie chokes back a sob, as Lisa saw Jisoo, froze on her spot

They all rushed you into the hospital, "What happened?", the manager ssid as he drove fast, "We don't know...we found–Rosie found her on the floor, passed out, please oppa hurry", Jennie sobs as she looks over at you

The manager then nods as he speeds up, "HELP!! WE NEED HELP!!", The manager yells and quickly medics came to their rescue, "She passed out...we don't know what happened but one of the girls found her already laying on the floor", The manager speaks, the nurse nods, "This could be serious...good thing you drove her here right on time", The nurse as she calls for a doctor

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Hours later, the same doctor walks out and sees them, "Are you guys the ones who were with the girl over there?", The doctor asks and they all nodded, "We are going to transfer her to another room, luckily there wasn't anything wrong", they all sighed in relief

But then Rosé looks at the doctor, "What made her pass out?", Rosé asked, the doctor looks at her, "How old is she?", the doctor asked back, "16", they all answered

The doctor nods, "Did she had any episodes like this?", the doctor asked, "No...she's usually laughing and playing around with her friends...her friends!!", Lisa shouts, "Lemme call Ryujin", Rosé said as she dials on her phone

"Mostly teenagers or even adults, has this, she may appear happy in the eyes of others but...she trully is in deep pain...", The doctor says, "I don't know how to tell you this but...", the doctor couldn't continue when Itzy along with Twice arrived at the hospital

"Where is she?", Ryujin asks as she look at Blackpink, "In a room, right about now...", The doctor says, when a nurse came up to him, "Doc...Ms. Y/N is awake", the nurse said and he nods, he looks at all of them, "Who wants to see her first?", the doctor asked, Yuna, Rosé and Nayeon raised their hands

He then gestured to follow him, as they walked to your room, "She has difficulties in breathing...she more pressure she puts...the tighter she will feel and she will slowly lose consciousness", the doctor said as the three looks at him

They arrived at your room, he opens and gestured them to enter first, you see them, and Rosé runs to you and hugs you, "Can't...breath", You said and Rosé apologizes

You oooked at the doctor, "You told them...didn't you?", you asked, he nods, "If they didn't noticed you and arrived here on time–", You cut the doctor off, "I might be dead by now, I know..", You said

Nayeon and Rosé looks at you, while Yuna, was stopping herself from crying, "What triggered it?", Nayeon asked softly, "...I had this...ever since I was hurt, betrayed, and when I cry when people who promises to stay but ending up leaving me", you said as you look down to your hands

"I grew up from a family that loves me...but it hurts, that the way they treat me is different from my older brother...", You said, "In the end...I ended up losing myself just to prove my worth, always trying to keep my grades up...always trying to stay away from any possible relationships", you added, they all looked at you

"I matured rather quickly...that I already knew what I was in the family...I always try and try to prove myself but...all they see is my mistakes...and then I found love in an early age...she prove that love is not that scary and I should believe in it", you said as you stared at them, smiling, "I did...I believe in love for the first time in a while...and guess what?", you asked as you saw the others entering also

"She lied", you said and you stared outside the window, "She also left but I won't even try to make her stay when I know...it was bound to happen anyway...", you added as Rosé tightens her hold on your hand

"And then what happened?", Nayeon asked, "I became a mess again...the girl who was left behind, the girl who didn't know her worth, the girl...who would certainly sacrifice herself for others...who would even be there for them at their worst...but isolates herself when she feels like she's falling from the highest building and knows...no one will catch her because...she didn't tell anyone around her", You answered, as a tear left your left eye

They all looked down, "You guys...shouldn't apologize...you guys did nothing wrong...I'm wrong for not telling you...I just didn't...because I knew what you guys always go through...", You said and Yuna goes to Yeji to cry

"I know I have friends to run to...many shoulders to cry onto, but think of me as a selfless selfish being...if that even makes sense...that I am keeping you away from the mess that is me...and saving you from a problem that is what I think...", You said and looks down to cry

"I...I just wanted...to experience the life...without...without proving that...I can a-achieve something...that...that I can never get what I want...", You said as you look at all of them, "I want the same love...my parents give to my brother even tho...even tho they kept telling me to never be like him...because he disappointed them so much...", you said and chuckled

"I want to be like my brother...happy and contented...happy and free...not like me...hiding my emotions, pushing it down to help others with their problems and me just cry it out at night...no one can hear me cause I cried silently...I screamed silently...and I know I'm not the only who is like that", You said as you look at them, "Cause all of you...are also hurting...", you said and smiled as you wipe the tears falling from Rosé's eyes

"But here I am...still alive...still breathing...and I won't stop writing...because that is my only way to let you guys know what I feel...", you said and smiled

Wind touches my skin like someone's hugging me
Tears wanting to escape as I saw you happy and free
While I'm here in my room crying during the night
And smiling, laughing with everyone in the daylight

The moon watches over my tears
As it watch how I hide the pain in the darkness
It shines to let me know, I'm not the only one
Hiding what my heart wants to scream

The moon has it's own imperfections
It holds a lot of secrets, the pain people carry at daylight
Like others, before daylight, the moon is out of our sights
But the moon is also beautiful like you

Like the moon, you have imperfections
Like the moon, you also hold a lot of secrets no one knows
And even in your darkest times, you will shine like the moon among the stars
You're as beautiful as the moon

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A/N: uhm...heheheh I don't think the poem matches the story, but...hooe you guys like itttttt

Let me know what you guys think, tho this isn't a Chaennie related fic

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