CHAENNIE ONESHOTS

Not Fine

"You broke me!! You broke me and I let you!! I was fine when we didn't date, I was fine when I didn't met you, I was fine way before!! You broke me, Jennie and I...I don't know how to come back...I don't know how to wake up early only to find no face of yours beside me, I don't know how to make my breakfast without thinking if you want sunnyside up or scrambled eggs...I don't know you wake up egery morning, take a walk in the streets and be fine...cause...I have spent 2 years now trying to fight the flood, trying to survive the pain, trying to be okay, but...all I wish was...we could've stayed, you know...we really didn't have to leave...we could've just stayed and get this done...not you walking iut that door and leaving me and us behind", Roseanne said as she cried her eyes out, in the presence of their friends with Jennie looking at her with so much regret

"Rosie...", Jennie calls, "I don't know what to do, okay? They keep telling me to move on since clearly you already did...but...but what if I couldn't what if I am fine but my heart still wants you? What if I can't really let you go? What then? I hate how much power you have over me, Jennie...it just...it hurts", Roseanne said as Lisa went to her side, "Okay... I think that's enough...she's drunk and need some rest, I feel like you already have the answer to why she's a bitch to you...not that you should wonder", Lisa said, "Lisa!!", everyone said, "No!! I am done taking things lightly when my best friend, our friend is having battles with her own mind...", Lisa said as she looks at Jennie

"Jennie, I love you, I really do...but you fucked up and I don't want you anywhere near Rosie...until she's fine with it, you broke her heart, acted like a real fucking asshole, expected us to accept your apology since Roseanne would say to not hate you...but grow the fuck up and see what you wasted, okay? Cause right now...if not for Roseanne crying and being drunk, I would've kicked your ass", Lisa said as she passed Roseanne to Chanyeol, who carried the now sleeping girl upstairs to her room, Lisa and Jihyo following

Jennie stood there in shock and in regret, "I think...it's best for you to leave, Jennie", Irene said as the others look at her, "Lisa's right...we shouldn't have taken this lightly...Roseanne lost so much since then, and you...this is the first time we ever dealt with this...so we should do it right...Roseanne needs us, and Jennie...you coped way fast than we ever imagine that we didn't see thar we forced Roseanne to do the same so she wouldn't be hurt...but as someone older than any of you...I really think it's best if you stay away from her...we love her, Jennie and we don't her to be like her father", Irene said as she stood up as well

"I didn't want it to be like this", Jennie said, "And did you think that when your tongue was deep inside that bitch?", Kai asked, they all looked at Kai, "Listen here, Jennie...Roseanne is one of the most purest and kindest person I have ever met, she was with me when I was at my lowest, and for the past weeks I couldn't be that for her since...we all know she's also the most private person along with Jisoo...she's like my little sister, Jen...and for you to hurt her like that and act like it wasn't a big deal? Did you really listen to her stories about her family?", Kai said as he then went up to check on Roseanne

"Why does it feel like you guys are making it seem like I'm not regreting it?", Jennie asked, "We aren't...we're just stating a fact that you screwed up...and you know it", Wendy said, "I know, I know!! I screwed up, why can't I apologize and be done with it?!", Jennie yells, "Because it doesn't heal with a single fucking apology!!", Jisoo yells, "She's hurting emotionally and mentally, Jennie, did you ever fucking think of that?! No, because you were so busy shocing yoir tongue down on that fucking bitch's throat", Jisoo yells, Irene and Nayeon, went to her side, "Jisoo, calm down", Nayeon said

"No no, Jennie has to hear this and it has to be me", Jisoo said, "You two have spent 3 years together, Jennie...3 fucking years!! She could've done it with anyone in this group...with Nayeon, Sana...she could've ended up with them and they would've made her happy like you did or maybe they would've made her more happy...she had a lot of options, Jennifer, too many to count, and she picked you, for fuck's sake, she picked you...she endured a lot of cursing, a lot of "why's" and "what if's" because she was so sure you were the one for her...she was so sure you wouldn't be like her mother...you...and you do this?", Jisoo said as Jennie lowered her head

Seconds later, Lisa, Chanyeol and Jihyo was back down, "Kai?", Seulgi asked, "Surprisingly, she asked for him to stay...but I might be sure why", Jihyo said as she went to the kitchen to get a drink, "You won't yell at Jennie? I mean...a lot of people already had", Seulgi asked and she recieved a smack from the head by Joy, "What's gonna change if I do? Will it change the fact that she cheated on my cousin? Will it change the past and let them be happy? Will it change the fact that Roseanne is apparently going back to her habits and her episodes are now coming more and more? Will it?", Jihyo asked as she looked at the group

"Roseanne is there crying to Kai...the person we all know wouldn't give a damn about us and probably would laugh and just listen...but he is there with her, dealing with her pain, while all of us were not trying to even see if she is still alive...Roseanne is there crying from a broken heart, a lying cheater of an ex to someone who is related to her ex...so tell me...enlighten me, will it?!", Jihyo asks, as everyone looked at each other and at Jennie

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Heyo, uhm this is just something that I wish well not really wish but you know, just something that will never happen hahahaha and probably this is like a glimpse of Unholy

I know this isn't much but I sure do hope you guys like it, I'm having troubles writing nowadays since I've been focused on my studies, even drawing, I couldn't draw out of frustration

But stay safe, stay hydrated, always wear your masks, thanks for reading, love lotssss

And I will see you guys on the next update!!

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