I Always Knew

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Rosie's POV

I always knew it was you and her, and I just came like a hurricane, you probably picked me now, but I know you go to her

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"Where were you?", I asked and you sighed, "At Lisa's", you answered, I didn't ask anymore as I just close my eyes as I saw a lipstick stain and love bites along down your collarbone as you take off your jacket, you smirked and went off to bed, and here I am, crying, helplessly

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I look up to see your arm around her, smiling and laughing, and I'm here, watching you, and at night I feel your skin yet not your love, you say you do but it is nowhere to be found in your eyes as it look at mine

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"I love you", You say as you look into my eyes, but I see nothing, why do I not see anything?, "I love you too", I respond, and you kiss me to seal something, but what is it? What am I looking for?

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I may be your girlfriend but she was your girl, a thing, a title I wanted. I close my eyes to stop looking and leave the scene unnoticed, but that was when you ran after me

"Rosie!!", you yell, and grabbing my wrist stopping me, "Yes, Jen?", I asked, not looking at her, "I...I'm sorry", You said as I look at you and tears were falling down those cat-like eyes that took my breathe away

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"Why does our argument always go to Lisa?!", you yell as you glare at me, "Oh I don't know? Because BEST FREAKING FRIENDS DOESN'T KISS ON THE FREAKING LIPS?!", I yell back, "I always knew, Jen...that she has something I couldn't have...I may have your attention, your presence but she has you...your mind, probably even your heart", I said, as tears falls my eyes

Her eyes widen, "Rosie–I...", She stutters, "Jen...just tell me please...so it wouldn't hurt...do you love me?", I asked, "Of course!!", she answered, "Then do you love Lisa? More than a best friend, more than a sister kind of way...", I asked, she looks at me with hesistation, I smiled

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I wonder why you're in front of me, crying, saying sorry, when I saw you laughing with her, "I love you", you whispered, a pinch of guilt, a hint of sadness, but the look you have in your eyes, it was something I always wanted

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"Get her back, Rosie", Lisa said as she stand on my front door, "Why hello, Lisa, good evening, to what do I owe the pleasure of you visiting?", I said as I was rubbing my eyes, "Cut the bullshit, Rosie, she needs you, get her back please, she isn't Jennie without you", Lisa said with pleading eyes

I wanted to scoff, "And how would you know? She made her choice, Lisa, what more do I have to do?", I asked, looking at Lisa

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What I didn't knew...is that I would be walking down the aisle with her waiting for me, saying our vows

I guess...I don't really always know





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A/N: heyyyyyyy!! Double update for the dayyyyyy!! Lemme know your thoughts guyssssss

This is I Always Knew hehehehe

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